Is this saying the people that do these things are not saved?
Galatians 5:19-21English Standard Version (ESV)
19 Now the works of the flesh are evident: sexual immorality, impurity, sensuality,20 idolatry, sorcery, enmity, strife, jealousy, fits of anger, rivalries, dissensions, divisions,21 envy,[a] drunkenness, orgies, and things like these. I warn you, as I warned you before, that those who do such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.
I was saved in 1980, delivered totally from drinking, the occult and a whole bunch of things. Now, at that point I had not read the whole Bible through, mostly snippets gleaned from Baptist Sunday School as a child. So I knew the 10 commandments, the 23rd Psalm, the Lord's prayer and some other verses.
I tried my best to repent if I sinned, but I did not know that "fits of anger" was a sin. I was raised in a home, where everyone yelled all the time. In fact, on my paternal side, the whole family yelled, mostly not in anger. But in my home, angry words were the norm. I did not know any different, till in 1982, I was reading Galatians, feeling glad I had given up so much evil, but so shocked to find that my anger was a sin.
So was I not saved during those two years, as I prayed and sought God, went to every prayer meeting I could find, witnessed to everyone I met? God saved me, not of works, including the work of overcoming sin.
I needed the Holy Spirit to help me. From the moment I saw that part of Gal. 5:20, I prayed and asked God to help me be a
"quiet and gentle" person. I did quiet down a bit, but my temper continued to flare.
So did I lose my salvation every time I lost my temper? I repented, and begged God to change me. But God had another plan for this sin, or I think he would have delivered me of it from the moment I was saved, like the other things. Then in the early 1990's, I had to go on a drug called prednisone, for asthma and then RA, which is known to agitate and cause extreme mood swings. Except no one told me that, and my temper actually got worse for a time. (A long time, actually!) I lived under so much condemnation, I didn't know if I was in the Kingdom of God or not! So much for that noxious doctrine of Arminianism, and losing your salvation every time the drug I was on left me in a precarious mental state.
About 8 years ago, taking theology, we explored the good and the bad regarding soteriological viewpoints, and I realized that God had never let me go. Not even when I turned away from him, during the 4 or 5 years my RA was so bad I didn't want to live. Prednisone was my middle name in those days, and God knew and forgave me.
So I learned that God really did save, it was not my works, not my efforts, but only the shed blood of Christ on the cross and his resurrection. Which I had never stopped believing.
Around 2005, I got off of prednisone for about 5 years. During that time, I learned to stop losing my temper AS I was losing it. Then I began to stop losing it altogether. I was meditating on Scripture, learning a lot in Seminary, and God finally helped me to see things without overreacting, and I learned to speak more softly, conditional on my husband having hearing aids in.
I still have to take prednisone occasionally, but I can gauge my mood and irritability, and I go off of it, and take asprin derviatives which I am allergic to, with Bendryl. I guess all those years of self judgment and failure still weigh on my so heavily, that I would rather die from anaphylatic shock than go to hell for losing my temper! LOL
Not that I believe God has let go of me for one microsecond, because he saved me from eternity from the moment he revealed himself to me, and I believed!
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For God so loved the world, he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him shall not die, but have everlasting life. " John 3:16
"Because if you confess with your mouth Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you shall be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved." Romans 10:9-10