Depression, Suicide, Hopeless

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Fubario

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Hey guys, i have not much good news, I am pretty down and out, I have reached a low I have never reached before. I feel like God has stolen all my hopes and dreams and crushed them, and I am losing faith slowly because things are getting worse and I am barely keeping it together. I already attempted suicide twice and didn't go through with it, but this is ridiculous. My brain has become unbalanced with antipsychotics, I got off them but who knows for how long. I have prayed for God to intervene and heal me, and so far I only got a slight healing that went away in a few minutes. I am wasted, I am tired, I don't believe God can save me because He will not do anything, I have tried and believed my hardest and he has not helped me out where I need Him the most. I want my circumstances to change, if not I will inevitably commit suicide because there is nothing more I can tolerate. I had hopes and dreams, I feel like my entire life has been a sham, I ruined lots and have so many regrets that I wish I could go back and fix, I wish God would change my life or kill me and give me peace.

Please pray for me that God might have a change of mind or heart or relent or be merciful and favourable to me and change my life and circumstances because I prayed and believed, and things are moving somewhere I am sure of that, but I lack the strength and the energy to carry forward, my health is spent, and I want to not live anymore. Thanks.
 
AuphirahQueen

AuphirahQueen

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Fubario said:
Hey guys, i have not much good news, I am pretty down and out, I have reached a low I have never reached before. I feel like God has stolen all my hopes and dreams and crushed them, and I am losing faith slowly because things are getting worse and I am barely keeping it together. I already attempted suicide twice and didn't go through with it, but this is ridiculous. My brain has become unbalanced with antipsychotics, I got off them but who knows for how long. I have prayed for God to intervene and heal me, and so far I only got a slight healing that went away in a few minutes. I am wasted, I am tired, I don't believe God can save me because He will not do anything, I have tried and believed my hardest and he has not helped me out where I need Him the most. I want my circumstances to change, if not I will inevitably commit suicide because there is nothing more I can tolerate. I had hopes and dreams, I feel like my entire life has been a sham, I ruined lots and have so many regrets that I wish I could go back and fix, I wish God would change my life or kill me and give me peace.

Please pray for me that God might have a change of mind or heart or relent or be merciful and favourable to me and change my life and circumstances because I prayed and believed, and things are moving somewhere I am sure of that, but I lack the strength and the energy to carry forward, my health is spent, and I want to not live anymore. Thanks.
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[h=1]Psalm 23 21st Century King James Version (KJ21)[/h]23 The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures; He leadeth me beside the still waters.
3 He restoreth my soul; He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for His name’s sake.
4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for Thou art with me; Thy rod and Thy staff, they comfort me.
5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies; Thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life; and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.

I am praying for you to be delivered from depression, doubt, fear and suicidal thoughts in the name of JESUS. JESUS LOVES YOU LAY ALL YOUR BURDENS, WORRIES AT HIS FEET.
 
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Mooky

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Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Fubario to you ...we know that all things work together for the good of those who love you (Romans 8:28) ....Lord, you never want to take anything away from us unless it is good for us and because you are the giver of eternal life and good gifts.
So we ask that Fubario will stop believing the lies of the enemy regarding your character which is loving, holy and just.
We ask that you will help Fubario stay on His meds till he can stand on his own feet and in the mean time ..help him saturate himself in your Word and your promises which give us hope for our future and light in this dark world.
Help Fubario know and believe that you have give us all we need to get through this life and that you are no respecter of persons....so your promises are just as valid for him as for anyone else.
Help him trust in you as his saviour and comfort him with people who can walk alongside him during this his trial.Guard his heart and mind from accusations, lies and distortions and help him to grow in the love and knowledge of Jesus Christ who suffered so much to bring us into fellowship with himself.
Help Fubario look after his sleep, diet, excercise and may he find the love and support he needs to carry on.May he know that he is loved beyond his dreams and that there is always hope for a brighter future in you and that you are the God of miracles.
Thank you Lord that you will always help us through the valley of the shadow of death ...and that you promise never to leave us or forsake us ....may we cling to these promises and draw great comfort from them.
Thank you for hearing this prayer and we commit Fubario to you now ..sustain him through this next week and bring soem divine appointments into his life if it pleases you to do so.
In Jesus mighty name .amen.
 
levi85

levi85

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Bless Lord Jesus, Amen
 
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jameschristopher

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I am praying for you, and for the doctors who may be treating you to be understanding and correct in their administration of medications. I have been where you are, more than once, and I have only gotten through it by the grace of God. Please try to understand that depression and other things can distort our interpretation of reality, and that you are not thinking clearly right now. As long as we are alive, IT IS NEVER TOO LATE. I wish you the best of luck, and please realize that, however it may seem, YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
 
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sveinen

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you're off the antilifers!
rejoice!
"stabilizing might take more than 3 months."
please live :)
if you like alcohol, please stick to whiskey and wine. or rum. or beer ;)
if you can avoid drugs, please do avoid drugs.
have fresh air, have plenty water! not cold :)
plenty of vegetables, fruits :)
possible!
there's no reason for tobacco :p
20 is 16. monday, tuesday. "..The Cross, fresh monday." get moving. feet. active love. outreach! help animals! have neighbour not kill with poisons!
LoveLoveLove
 
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sveinen

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say Jesus Christ! all day...
 
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Pray

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Please God hear this prayer of deliverance in Jesus name I pray. Amen
 
SoulWeaver

SoulWeaver

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Fubario, maybe this helps, maybe not, but whenever I thought God was far away from me it was me being far away from Him.
Much later I've realized how and where He did all possible to lead me closer to Him but I was rejectant and thought God hated me.
Praying that your eyes are opened to the Truth.
And dont test God by going off medication. We will pray for full healing that you dont need to use meds but it does not happen always.
Even apostle Paul had "thorn in the flesh" that he asked God three times to remove, and God said to him that His grace was enough.
It really is.
If you believe and stick to Jesus, you dont have to worry about going to hell. That is really something!
We're passengers here trying to help others out. And if your suicide didnt succeed two times, dont you think that there are others out there that need your help and that God wants you to be there for them? They need you.
 
blue_ladybug

blue_ladybug

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Fubario, I sent you a pm with the links to my suicide and depression threads..message me if you need to talk or vent..
 
Yet

Yet

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Jan 4, 2014
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We got your back! I'll pray in the Spirit for He prays better than I.
 
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VioletReigns

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Has anyone heard from or about our brother Fubario since he posted this plea for help 2 days ago? Is there any way an administrator or one of Fubario's online CC friends can contact him or his family to confirm if he's ok?
 
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butterfly712

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I'm praying for you
 
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Fubario

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I didn't commit suicide, my mom walked in when and stopped me, and I almost did it but i couldn't go through with it. I realize now much that I cannot control God, and that he will leave me alone for most of my life to let me live it with much pain and suffering, and i just gotta bear it.
 
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VioletReigns

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I'm so glad to see you, Fubario!! Thank you for signing on and letting us know you are ok. I will continue to pray for you, my brother.
 
blue_ladybug

blue_ladybug

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Feb 21, 2014
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glad to see you're okay, Fubario. Jesus never said life would be easy, but that it WOULD be worth going through what we do, in the end..hang in there, this too shall pass. Did you get my pm?
 
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