Depression, Suicide, Hopeless

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Fubario

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Now he says he is just trolling me or just kidding me, note I have grieved this Spirit before I have felt lots of things, this is God not a demon.
 

SoulWeaver

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Fubario, this much confusion CANNOT be of God. God is not the author of confusion. He will not be telling you one thing then the opposite. This is NOT the nature of God to mess with your head. He is lovingkind, patient, gentle, forgiving, planning good plans for you.
As what you're "hearing" in your spirit is confusing you, how about opening the New Testament and listening to what Jesus says in the Gospels and what the apostles expounded on it afterwards? Then there will be no confusion. God will surely not be angry with you if you decide to look into His Word as what you hear is confusing you.
For starters, For God so loved the world...
 
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Fubario

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No its just Job I wonder what I am going to get
 

SoulWeaver

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Please stop accusing God that He is punishing you. As a man thinketh, so he is. You're punishing yourself by choosing to dwell in this miserable and hopeless mindset that does not align with the truth. It makes me cry to see how tragic this is, that you would do this to yourself and be your own tormentor.
Depression is tied to both the flesh and the spirit. The flesh is the neurotransmiters in your body, and the spirit is the thoughts that you're thinking. The flesh believes what your mind convinced it... that there is no hope. Every cell in your body transmits this message further and works without joy... this does not have to be so!
You can gradually heal depression with Jesus' help, and possibly even stop needing the medication, but you have to start thinking His thoughts to overcome! And be persistant in it. Why not try to pick an uplifting verse from the Bible and just meditate on it and enjoy it with some soothing chillout music, to give you some peace and joy and rest in God's sanctuary, for starters? Just 15 minutes per day? Can you commit to do this much every day as a first step towards your healing?
And yes please dont do stupid stuff again and go off medication. You need to stay on it until you're fully healed so please stay under doc's supervision.
 
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Have you access to a Happy/Clappy congregation where healing is allowed and sought? You just might surprise yourself to know that JESUS still heals, as in BIBLICAL times and you are NOT beyond HIS touch. Best of all, you pay no money, you get no new prescription except to soak in HIS WORD and reap the benefits. Without a doubt, I would seek out someone that is holy spirit filled and start a serious prayer chain. Have a trusted pastor or CHRISTIAN lay their hands on you, praying and seeking GOD's direction on this. How will you ever be an effective child of GOD while planning your demise? Satan loves to confuse your mind but there is a COMFORTER always available if you seek HIM.
 
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Fubario

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I honestly do not know what to tell you, I keep hearing you are condemned and I claim the verse from Romans 8 where I am not condemned, but it seems like it because I am predestined to fall away, I can feel it, and do not say that it is not biblical because God can do this, He can condemn someone, he can do lots of things we do not like, he can hurt people badly and make them lose their faith, all part of his plan. I rebuke the devil, but this is not the devil, I hear it from the Spirit, pray about it and ask God and see what he tells you.
 

SoulWeaver

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Okay and I'll add another witness to you, saying that Jesus did not come to condemn the world but to save the world (John 3:17). It's the devil that does the filthy job of condemning. You are doing a great job by opposing the devil with the Word of God... No, the condemning one you're hearing is not the Holy Spirit... God always offers a solution and way out to a problem... satan only presents you with a problem and no way out... that's how you know him.
 

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Fubario, if you know what others are going through too. We may have sinned gravely, but again i try and try to call on the Lord while He may be found. Will you cling on, fight the good fight some more, plead for faith as we others are doing? I dont know what to say too but just that God is greater than it all.
 
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greg789

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Will pray, I've been going through a low for quite awhile, I have also lost all of my dreams, but I always hanged on to my faith, even if it was just with a fingernail. I also have forgotten all of my dreams, but I also don't care if they ever return. we were born without wisdom, that is something sin likes to take us for granted, but it also forgets the thing we were born with, LOVE, right now I feel that I may never be happy again til I'm next to my Father again, but deep down in my heart I know God doesn't want me to feel this way. I'm trying real hard to fight for God and hope you do the same.
 
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Fubario

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quick question: can God forgive a self-condemned person, also can you guys pray for me to get any self-created delusions, false spirits, false gods and images of god and get the biblical God in me instead.
 

SoulWeaver

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Yes He can... Because He is God so He has greater authority than us. I thank Him for it daily. If it was up to me to decide, I'd never be forgiven. We men are awful judges. Men even condemned Jesus who did nothing wrong to die, that's the best demonstration of man's judgment for you. How will we not condemn ourselves when we are so imperfect in comparison. Praise His judgments... and they are towards saving you. He esteems you perfect through Jesus. If you believe in Jesus, God doesnt see yourself and your errors anymore when He looks at you... He sees Jesus!
 
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Fubario

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Oh man I just got the whole bible now what the blarney wowowowoowowow the sovereignty of Jesus,
 

SoulWeaver

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WOOHOO PRAISED GOD! Checkmate to the devil! YES... you do get it now!
He decided to forgive you... and He is God... God decided to save all those who will believe. You are clean because you believe. Nothing can separate you from His love anymore... NOTHING!

Romans 8:38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, 39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
 
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Fubario

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Can someone pray for my healing, for the supernatural healing, and if I have to do something, I pray that it would be revealed to me.
 

SoulWeaver

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Standing in agreement with brother Fubario that he will be fully healed. God we praise you for all the amazing work You have done for him and in him so far and that he now knows how infallible Your salvation and hope is. We praise you that he is starting to believe and turning to You for healing. You give us a hope and a future. If there is anything else he should know, we trust that You will provide this knowledge for him. amen
 
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popeye

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Can someone pray for my healing, for the supernatural healing, and if I have to do something, I pray that it would be revealed to me.
You have to talk to that thing. I can assure you that you DO HAVE authority over that sorry thing. Rise up. Rise up and refuse to listen or get beat dowwn by ANYTHING that is negative and hopeless.

Look at it this way;
Two men are sitting side by side on a bench. One of them is so depressed and is psyching out and fidgeting all around in torment of a horrible event,or for what ever reason. IOW he is REPLAYING something in his mind.

Now why is the other guy not even aware or effected by this torment right next to him?

BECAUSE IT IS NOT REAL. It only EXISTS in the guys mind. Get it?

Now think of this same destructive principle,but in reverse as a life giving,wind from heaven that conquors all oposition.

David the little shepherd boy. Why did he know he could kill the giant? Who did he think he was? Think about it.

Watch closely;


David punched his memory "I killed a lion and a bear,who does this wimp think he is against my God"
The giant said "I will killyou and feed you to the birds"
David punched his prophet anointing (the future) "I see your head coming off"

This is you my frirnd. You have been given this same portion and you have never picked it up.
Time to realize who you are and what is kicking your butt.
That thing is a wimp compared to the deposit God put in you.

Now,go get that demon and decapitate it.
 
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Fubario

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I am still being oppressed, i am sick and seared, and terrifying visions of the future.
 
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Fubario

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I am finally getting out of my current trials, I just didnt surrender to God in my life but now I did and I am getting delivered and I am sure that God will give me help in all my questions, fears, doubts and everything. I tried to be celibate and also I struggled with sexual perversion, desiring to change my gender identity into something perverted called futanari because of the addiction of porn I saw, and it drew me into a bad place, but God purged that out of me and saved me and I accept His awesome blessing and plan that I don't deserve but because he is merciful, gracious, and good, and I am really meaning this because I know he loves me, I will stand. I am being sexually purified and he promised me a wife and a family and a covenant.
 
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Fubario

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Last night I had a breakthrough, God delivered me from self-righteousness and through faith I claimed his righteousness as my own, which was weird because I thought I did that, but apparently I was trusting in myself or something. Either way it was like I got delivered and my faith saved me.
 
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Last night I had a breakthrough, God delivered me from self-righteousness and through faith I claimed his righteousness as my own, which was weird because I thought I did that, but apparently I was trusting in myself or something. Either way it was like I got delivered and my faith saved me.
God.png Amen!