Can someone pray for my healing, for the supernatural healing, and if I have to do something, I pray that it would be revealed to me.
You have to talk to that thing. I can assure you that you DO HAVE authority over that sorry thing. Rise up. Rise up and refuse to listen or get beat dowwn by ANYTHING that is negative and hopeless.
Look at it this way;
Two men are sitting side by side on a bench. One of them is so depressed and is psyching out and fidgeting all around in torment of a horrible event,or for what ever reason. IOW he is REPLAYING something in his mind.
Now why is the other guy not even aware or effected by this torment right next to him?
BECAUSE IT IS NOT REAL. It only EXISTS in the guys mind. Get it?
Now think of this same destructive principle,but in reverse as a life giving,wind from heaven that conquors all oposition.
David the little shepherd boy. Why did he know he could kill the giant? Who did he think he was? Think about it.
Watch closely;
David punched his memory "I killed a lion and a bear,who does this wimp think he is against my God"
The giant said "I will killyou and feed you to the birds"
David punched his prophet anointing (the future) "I see your head coming off"
This is you my frirnd. You have been given this same portion and you have never picked it up.
Time to realize who you are and what is kicking your butt.
That thing is a wimp compared to the deposit God put in you.
Now,go get that demon and decapitate it.