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My husband is an alcoholic. He can be abusive mentally and has on occasion been physically abusive. I know I shouldn't put up with his behavior. I love him dearly and feel like he needs me. Friday night he went to get A BEER with his boss to talk about work. That was around 430. He text me a few times around 5. Then around 6 I started to text him and tried callin him to see when he would be home. He didn't answer until after 7 and said he would be home soon. An hour later when he wasn't home I was worried and his phone was off. An hour after that I tried to call his boss. I checked the police stations and the hospitals I checked his location on his phone 2 1/2 hours after he said he would be home soon. At this point he would have been at the bar for 4 hours or more. I went there to see if he was ok. He was still in the bar drinking shots. I was furious I had been so worried. I had been home cooked him a big dinner and waited for him. We were supposed to go on a date night. I was so mad I went in and asked him to let me drive him home. I wasn't rude but I wasn't friendly to his boss either. This is a new job for him. When we left he was furious he spit in my face acted like an ass. I drove him home. He stayed mad for a while then was sorry and wanted me near him. I was still furious but slept near him because he needed it. When we woke up he was automatically rude to me. That set me off and we have been fighting since not sleeping together. I love him and he needs help one minute he is sorry the next he is mad. I never know what to expect. I told this whole story because I need advice and lots if prayers. I want to be with him and I need advice on how and what I did wrong and prayers for him he can never admit he does anything wrong