okay...so you weren't a mile behind and able to jump into a burning bus and save children...however..I do know that angels attended every one of them, completely without you being there. No..you do not have the power to be in two places at the same time..and for you to continue to ponder, pine away and worry over what happened years ago means that you are focused on something that matters NOT to your spiritual growth. Will you ever get over this? If you don't...I would suggest you become a school bus driver..be the best darn school bus driver you can be for the rest of your life until retirement so that you can post things like "WOW..I waited for a little girl until her parents got home so that she would not have to be home alone"..or "I broke up a fight because the bully would not stop"..or "GOD used me today to share a good word to some little child who was crying because she has just lost a baby brother"..Those kind of comments would be heart felt and blessed..as opposed to you declaring eternally "if only I had of been a mile behind when those children were on that burning bus"...Do you catch my drift here? Enough is enough!