This is stream of consciousness so I will be all over the place here, lol. I think women are amazing. Maybe one day I will find the woman of my dreams. I would like to put her needs first. That would be so fulfilling to me to wait on her and make her life more fulfilling.
Sometimes I think about how difficult it is being 30 in today's America. I did well in college, and got more education. I still live at home and can't begin my career. I love people but am always alone. When you are poor, you can't do much of anything.
I've been reading a book called, "Theology in Exodus" and it is very interesting. I know God was with Moses and the Israelites as Moses led them out of Egypt. I know he will be with me too.
It is disturbing and upsetting to me that our nation has legalized gay marriage and abortion as well. This country is not a Christian nation. The leaders our corrupt, as our nation drowns in debt.
Not to mention the C.I.A created ISIS and there are all over the U.S. too. Did you know there is a fifteen mile stretch of completely unprotected border in Texas? The ranch owners there complain of the Mexican drug lords coming through there.
There are F.E.M.A. camps set up across our nation and many U.S. citizens have reported convoys of military vehicles moving through our country. There are also U.N. military vehicles throughout our nation.
Also we remain completely vulnerable to an EMP attack. Former secretary of state warned our leaders about this. Tensions remain high with Russia and Putin just gave a speech about how he will not hesitate to go to war with the U.S. if N.A.T.O. forces continue to threaten Russia and her interests.
Not to mention the radiation from Fukushima will continue to get worse and radiation levels will increase to unhealthy levels
across the west coast of the U.S.
Our country is something like 18 trillion dollars in debt and the middle class is basically non-existent. There is the super wealthy and they hold most all of the wealth.
I look at America and I am reminded of ancient Rome and all her problems.
Sometimes I wish I had a woman who was my friend and we could hang out. I thought it would be nice to have a female friend to hug. Well, maybe one day, but I won't get my hopes up.
I have also been thinking about how much I love philosophy. I think I will go post in the online philosophy forums. Oh, and I love Ovaltine too. Yummmm. Great healthy chocoloate Ovaltine. More Ovaltine please! (Lol, love that commercial.)