In this language you have jumped from who you are as an individual, to who Jesus is, and that becoming real for you.
This is mysticism. The language is saying there is no difference between Jesus's imputed righteousness and our failure, so we become righteous, ie the failure is ignored and its consequences without repentance, or healing or choice.
You then say this righteousness which is now your own behaviour works its way to our outside.
Well ofcourse if you actually become something different, then it is shown in your behaviour.
***"This is because they are in works and don't yet realize it. They still think they owe God something other than praise and the obedience of faith."***
I have been bought, I have nothing, I do not owe God, I am owned by God. There is nothing He does not deserve from me, and I will strive to follow Him in whatever way I can.
You do not understand where I am or how this life thing works. I am neither a robot, possessed, or somehow mystically made different. I have simply been redeemed, a new creation in christ, and I bow before my King. The fact you continually make me into something I am not, have not said or claimed worries me. For whatever reason my experience of Christ you cannot accept. I accept you have had a real spiritual encounter with the Lord, yet I am being more gracious to you, than you are to me.
To say I do not experience the living waters of life welling up within me, hurts me, because it denies the reality I rejoice in every day. Why do you want to discourage me and condemn me so badly, when I want you all to know His love and grace in your hearts, to know the victory He won on the cross and the everlasting life he brings to our souls.
Hallelujah and Praise to the King of Kings, because the Lamb who was slain is counted worthy to open the seals.
I also accept that you have had a real encounter with our Lord!
I want everyone to walk in the freedom He has purchased for them.
I met Him too, but I did not fully understand for a long time just how free I could be and just how merciful He was.
I worried about my performance instead of just trusting Him to make me into what He said He would make me into.
I went for so many years in that state, striving hard to be good, feeling that I owed Him that for the gratitude I had for Him letting me meet Him.
I started in faith but somewhere along the line I became a foolish Galatian.
He NEVER abandoned me in that. He stayed with me just as He promised He would.
He did not stop loving me even though He desired so much for me to be free of the way I had yoked myself all over again.
I am not trying to discourage you Peter. You are my brother and I love you. I have cried tears for you before our Lord, Peter. I am trying to help you not to be yoked for so many years as I was. I don't question that you are my dear brother. We had many conversations a few months ago and I SAW that you were my brother and I KNOW that you too saw that I was your sister.
I am not trying to discourage you. My heart breaks to see you not yet fully aware of His work for you. I know you have met Him, Peter.