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My husband said last week he wanted to talk. To prepare my hear and mind and ensure God took complete control of my tongue, I prayed and read the bible for over an hour before he called. My husband told me how he is tired of carrying this burden and wants to hand his sex addiction over to God. He wants to save our marriage. He is going to a sex addiction group on Tuesdays and men's group on Wednesdays.
I was so thankful. This is answered prayer. This is huge. He has never done this or said this. Could this be God restoring our marriage? All these feelings flooding through me. I imagine how God is going to use our restored marriage for His glory and was super happy.
Speed forward to yesterday and today. I don't feel the same. I am super happy he is getting help, finally. I honestly do not want him living a life of total misery and want him to be free but I don't want to continue our marriage. I know almost everyone here would agree to move on. I am not seeking that advice. I am seeking real Godly advice. I plan to pray and seek God's face for this but I don't know why my heart chsnged.
I was so thankful. This is answered prayer. This is huge. He has never done this or said this. Could this be God restoring our marriage? All these feelings flooding through me. I imagine how God is going to use our restored marriage for His glory and was super happy.
Speed forward to yesterday and today. I don't feel the same. I am super happy he is getting help, finally. I honestly do not want him living a life of total misery and want him to be free but I don't want to continue our marriage. I know almost everyone here would agree to move on. I am not seeking that advice. I am seeking real Godly advice. I plan to pray and seek God's face for this but I don't know why my heart chsnged.