If you are that sad about not having someone, and that needy, then the Last thing you need is to be in a relationship. You are not spiritually, mentally or emotionally healthy enough to be in a good relationship. What you need to do first is find your worth and happiness in Christ and learn to recognize you don't 'need' another person to feel loved. If you are hurting that deeply over not having someone, then i suggest you look deep into yourself and find out what the Real source of this is.
And really this isn't a place designed to meet people to date. This is a fellowship site, and that includes the Singles forums. Normally i would tell someone to go to a dating site, but you need to stay far away from dating until you can find yourself in God. Any relationship you would be in, with the current way of thinking of feeling, will end in disaster.