I started working out again around mid October of last year. Since 16 years old I had been active on and off in keeping physically fit. Either training with weights, or running, or martial arts, or yoga, or a combination of all or some of them at one time.
For health reasons I became a vegan in 1994 and lost about 40 pounds of pure muscle in about 5 months. I was big and strong, and had even participated in a amateur body building contest at one point prior to becoming vegan.
I was cool with that, as that is when I became a Christian and started fasting a lot and put my attention to matters of the Lord.
Of course many of my secular friends thought I was crazy, or sick (one even said - did I have aids?) and commented how great I looked before and how painfully skinny I was now. Granted, I have a medium bone structure trending a bit toward smallish, so I did look drawn out compared to before.
About 4 years ago I started thinking, "I am getting tired of feeling so weak (because despite extraordinary endurance and flexibility for my age, I was weak) and of the way I looked. I was getting tired of people telling me I was a small guy. I am only 5'9", which is about medium height, so I know I am not a big guy by any means, but I was so thin; and that coupled with my height, people were telling me I was a small man. Which was true, because I really did not displace space at my height combined with my light weight.
So it was that in 2012 I decided I have to start working out again with weights. But with a lot of personal stuff going on, I was not able to consistently start working out again until last October.
Anyway, it is about 10 months and 15 pounds later, and I have a new physique.
While far from having Mr. Olympic type muscles, at least I no longer look rail thin.
Its all muscle mass mass to, no fat, as I have been running or working out on the heavy bag to keep lean, since I am eating more calories then I have since I became a vegan.
My stomach is flat with definition, as I have been doing ab work consistently, and my bodies muscles are defined, besides growing substantially in size. Something closer to a Bruce Lee look, but a bit larger, as opposed to the muscular mass of a Mike Tyson who was defined, but had less definition then Bruce Lee, to use a example of two guys closer to my height class.
Its not all about the cosmetic though. I started working out again because I felt so weak. To the point I was losing functionality with certain things I took for granted years ago. Like being able to balance myself on one leg for a few minutes, or jumping as high as I liked, or moving furniture around, or loosing nuts on a car, etc.
With Gods help I will continue, and who knows, maybe in another 10 months will observe yet another leap forward in the way I look, and more importantly my health. I even feel like I got a little bit smarter since I have been working out, and also like I am more alert. Maybe its in my mind, but I do think the changes I have I have noticed those in those areas are real.
Anyway, yeah, I am writing this because I have a feeling a achievement; hopefully it doesn't sound like I am bragging or egotistical. I don't think I am.
But I am writing this more to encourage anyone here, male or female, who may be discouraged, or who may think they can't do it, or who may have hit a lag in their workouts, or whatever other negative thoughts or adverse situatons may be holding them back from obtaining their goals.
You can do it.
I am 57, a widowed father raising two young girls, a vegan, and I have business interests that take up some of my time.
So whatever your circumstances, God will provide a way for you to live a balanced life and pursue your dreams.