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I use my username as Jezreel because back in 1984 during a rough time I was having and God was dealing with me about my spirit of Jezebel that oppressed me for years that I did not realize that was the problem, It was not nice seeing myself as I truly was. After all, God had gifted me with the word and I did not have to memorize it to remember it, it was a gift, as well as the gift of tongues, he gave me Asian dialects etc and words of prophesy here and there. I had not eated for three days, I was so upset and afraid of God. It was like his prescence because so strong in my room that it smelled like roses everywhere! No kidding! He gave me my new name, Jezreel. "You are not Jezebel, you are Jezreel". (To him that overcomes shall receive a white stone with a new name written on it and we are as lively stones built up into a spiritual house to bring forth the praises of him that called us out of the darkness into the marvelous light) I am the mother of four grown children who are all believers and the grandmother of 11 children, three girls and the rest boys
The spirit of Jezebel likes to be the center of attention and wants control even through mannipulation which is a type of witchcraft. Today, the spirit of Jezebel is recognized by the world system as having Narcisstic Personality Disorder. They never admit that they are wrong or apologize to those they have hurt and have a distorted view of things as well as some women with the spirit of Jezebel use sex. I did not have all the traits but quite afew seeing that it was a legacy that my grandmother passed down to her daughters, my mother and subsequently me. The bible does not psych oanalyze but all the traits of a person with NPD is decribed in the book of proverbs. I also used to smoke cigarettes about one to two packs a day and I was delivered with no withdrawl from those too.
I also had been an achoholic and my alchoholism was to numb pain from my childhood. my husband before he repented as was saved was very abusive and I had been beaten have to have hospitalization and needing surgeries. I had struggles with having a pure heart, I was plagued with filthy thoughts and desires. God delivered me from that and it is wonderful not being oppressed, not even in my dreams at night with dirty pictures in my mind. I was a belly dancer when my husband met me (dance of the 7 veils) and he was a drummer in a band so we were both wild, and we loved to surf in the ocean too. We heard the gospel at a non denominational church that was a break off away from the UPC. They preached the word so good and taught so much truth that we could not stay there anymore if you can understand what I mean!! I have never been a member of a church because to me, signing a piece of paper is making a covenant with them. I was saved in 1976 and since them, God has done work and work and transforming my mind and heart. God revealed to me that many of my beliefs that come from organized religeon that are disguised as being part the foundation of Jesus Christ was actually worshipping a "golden calf" a false image of God. God is doing a powerful work on those who are HIS to restore our faith in the simplicity of the gospel and not allow any man to bring us unto bondage. If men behind the pulpit need money, they should work for a living instead of pressuring others to give and twist the word and preach tithing. The tithe was food and food to be eaten. I am not suggesting to not give. We can't use Melchesidik also as a basis for tithing. Back in the Sumerian culture, it was customary for them to give 10% and Abraham have the whole thing away actually, the other 90% to the kings of Sodom. It makes me grieved in my heart to hear hireling and false sheperds, instead of being the servants that Christ wants us to be, the make a hierarchy and and love the pride of life with their titles of pastor so and so or Dr. so and so etc. Jesus said, "call no man father and call no man teacher for we are all bretheran in him. We are to test the spirits and one good way to test the spirits is not address a pastor by callling him "pastor so and so". Just call him by his regular name. Do it in respect of course. If they get bent out of shape and upset that you don't address them by a title, it shows that they are most probably ordained by man and not ordained by God. I have met a few very godly powerful men of God who insist to NOT be addressed by a title because they have a humble spirit and God has removed all their ego. I am NOT bitter or angry at the system by the way. I can't help discerning what others cannot see, yet that is.
In 2002 I found out I had breast cancer and had a radical modified masectomy. I had it for a long time and they surgeons were expecting it to have spread throughout my body. I had the Lord's supper with a couple we knew are true believers the night before the surgery and had prayer. I was not afraid in the slightest way and had no anxiety, I had such peace because I knew either way I would win, I would be healed or go be with the Lord. Even waiting for the biopsy on my lymph nodes was a breeze and I was able to totally forget about it! I had to wait a week after the main surgery for the results that come back negative. The onocologist wanted me to do chemo and take tamoxifen just in case, to remove any cancer cells. I refused to do it because we all have cancer cells and I got a clear word from God to not do the chemo or take the tamoxifen and to only trust in him. I have shared with other women in the same boat to only do what God tells them. I did not do the chemo, but, to another woman, it might be different. I don't trust conventional medicine anyhow.
The verbal and emmotional abuse to a woman is worse that being beaten. God has done a powerful work in my husband that I am so proud of him right now. He is a godly good man and gentle as a teddy bear. That is the love of God that he poured upon our marriage and relationship. He was building official for the city of Woodland for ten years and when we got a new mayor that is corrupt, they terminated his postion and used the budget as a smokescreen because my husband refused to do things that were unethical and dishonest. They meant it for evil but God meant it for good. Getting jobs as building inspectors right now is pretty much non existant. God is our provider. Two weeks before his unemployment ran out, he got a job as a BO for the city of Lynden!!Miracle! He even gets paid $700 more a month than his other job paid.
I have also been doing my journalism regularly that has been printed that exposes the corruption in our small city government and they even print them still when I testify of the word of God!
There is so much more miracles I could share with all of you but this is long enough.
The spirit of Jezebel likes to be the center of attention and wants control even through mannipulation which is a type of witchcraft. Today, the spirit of Jezebel is recognized by the world system as having Narcisstic Personality Disorder. They never admit that they are wrong or apologize to those they have hurt and have a distorted view of things as well as some women with the spirit of Jezebel use sex. I did not have all the traits but quite afew seeing that it was a legacy that my grandmother passed down to her daughters, my mother and subsequently me. The bible does not psych oanalyze but all the traits of a person with NPD is decribed in the book of proverbs. I also used to smoke cigarettes about one to two packs a day and I was delivered with no withdrawl from those too.
I also had been an achoholic and my alchoholism was to numb pain from my childhood. my husband before he repented as was saved was very abusive and I had been beaten have to have hospitalization and needing surgeries. I had struggles with having a pure heart, I was plagued with filthy thoughts and desires. God delivered me from that and it is wonderful not being oppressed, not even in my dreams at night with dirty pictures in my mind. I was a belly dancer when my husband met me (dance of the 7 veils) and he was a drummer in a band so we were both wild, and we loved to surf in the ocean too. We heard the gospel at a non denominational church that was a break off away from the UPC. They preached the word so good and taught so much truth that we could not stay there anymore if you can understand what I mean!! I have never been a member of a church because to me, signing a piece of paper is making a covenant with them. I was saved in 1976 and since them, God has done work and work and transforming my mind and heart. God revealed to me that many of my beliefs that come from organized religeon that are disguised as being part the foundation of Jesus Christ was actually worshipping a "golden calf" a false image of God. God is doing a powerful work on those who are HIS to restore our faith in the simplicity of the gospel and not allow any man to bring us unto bondage. If men behind the pulpit need money, they should work for a living instead of pressuring others to give and twist the word and preach tithing. The tithe was food and food to be eaten. I am not suggesting to not give. We can't use Melchesidik also as a basis for tithing. Back in the Sumerian culture, it was customary for them to give 10% and Abraham have the whole thing away actually, the other 90% to the kings of Sodom. It makes me grieved in my heart to hear hireling and false sheperds, instead of being the servants that Christ wants us to be, the make a hierarchy and and love the pride of life with their titles of pastor so and so or Dr. so and so etc. Jesus said, "call no man father and call no man teacher for we are all bretheran in him. We are to test the spirits and one good way to test the spirits is not address a pastor by callling him "pastor so and so". Just call him by his regular name. Do it in respect of course. If they get bent out of shape and upset that you don't address them by a title, it shows that they are most probably ordained by man and not ordained by God. I have met a few very godly powerful men of God who insist to NOT be addressed by a title because they have a humble spirit and God has removed all their ego. I am NOT bitter or angry at the system by the way. I can't help discerning what others cannot see, yet that is.
In 2002 I found out I had breast cancer and had a radical modified masectomy. I had it for a long time and they surgeons were expecting it to have spread throughout my body. I had the Lord's supper with a couple we knew are true believers the night before the surgery and had prayer. I was not afraid in the slightest way and had no anxiety, I had such peace because I knew either way I would win, I would be healed or go be with the Lord. Even waiting for the biopsy on my lymph nodes was a breeze and I was able to totally forget about it! I had to wait a week after the main surgery for the results that come back negative. The onocologist wanted me to do chemo and take tamoxifen just in case, to remove any cancer cells. I refused to do it because we all have cancer cells and I got a clear word from God to not do the chemo or take the tamoxifen and to only trust in him. I have shared with other women in the same boat to only do what God tells them. I did not do the chemo, but, to another woman, it might be different. I don't trust conventional medicine anyhow.
The verbal and emmotional abuse to a woman is worse that being beaten. God has done a powerful work in my husband that I am so proud of him right now. He is a godly good man and gentle as a teddy bear. That is the love of God that he poured upon our marriage and relationship. He was building official for the city of Woodland for ten years and when we got a new mayor that is corrupt, they terminated his postion and used the budget as a smokescreen because my husband refused to do things that were unethical and dishonest. They meant it for evil but God meant it for good. Getting jobs as building inspectors right now is pretty much non existant. God is our provider. Two weeks before his unemployment ran out, he got a job as a BO for the city of Lynden!!Miracle! He even gets paid $700 more a month than his other job paid.
I have also been doing my journalism regularly that has been printed that exposes the corruption in our small city government and they even print them still when I testify of the word of God!
There is so much more miracles I could share with all of you but this is long enough.
