I only mention this, in good intentions. For I do not know who in your life you speak this way towards.
I would like to dissect, your apology, for all who would see it.
You start by apologizing, and then suggest that because you say harsh things, that that alone could put you in the category of being unsaved. You you do street ministry? Do you go out and speak to people, and tell them of the Christ? Not all are called to do such things, and I am not judging anyone who serves God in their own way, or even those who don't serve God at all.
Now, you are probably right, that many are seeing my introduction post, as self promoting. Admin, come take this whole post down if you would like, perfectly fine. Let's not deny that I am sharing something I am passionate about, and it is also my attempt at service to the Christ (one of many).
But why not just call it for what it is? People will judge for themselves. Notice, I did not see one person, allude to this being my very first post, and flame me for that exact reason. Is there merit in telling me I should be part of this community first, before posting much things, absolutely. I will remember such things in the future, I'm not above God, or His correction. BUT! If I am to introduce myself, should I be fake? Should I do it as a robot, with no emotion and/or feeling? This is what I do, so as I am introducing myself, how can I not mention what I feel the Lord calling me to? It seemed the MOST fitting, way to write such a thing, form that perspective.
I can see that many will not agree that it belong in an introduction, as you do not know my intentions. I know much about online marketing, and such things. If I just wanted to spam, and put my message in front of others, there are much more effective ways of doing that, that is. So you very well could be right that in this forum, this is not the best way to write your first post. But if I am introducing myself, I will continue to do so, in a way that others might not understand.