i kinda think my whole existence has been Him speaking.
why should He use human speech? a lot of people say things to me, that go in one ear and out the other, and i don't comprehend them, and later i don't remember them. there are more effective ways of communicating, and some of them take a long time before they've been completely "spoken" -- maybe even longer before it sinks in to my mind and i get it.
this life is all less confusing to me when i stop thinking of God as if He is a human, doing things in human ways, using human methods, satisfying human expectations. & maybe even more importantly, when i stop placing human expectations on Him, and eradicate all human judgement of Him in myself -- instead of approaching Him with a presumption of how He should react to me, my questions, my 'demands' and requests, approaching as though i am nothing, deserving of nothing, knowing nothing, having nothing -- and with the thought in my heart that i am utterly, completely dependent and needful of Him, for everything, even my own comprehension