Honestly i am soo glad God led me to question everything i knew about Christianity. I grew up methodist and for a long time living lukewarm but the Spirit led me to the feeling what if, what i believe is contaminated with human beliefs.
And so i began a year and half task to read the Bible cover to cover. And then once I finished I began to question everything i knew and filter it through the Word of God. A lot of my beliefs had truth and some i realized somewhere between birth and then, i had believed in a lie from being ignorant to the word. As a kid i just took everyone that i trusted words for granted and moved on without realizing they may had been lied to or fell into the same trust ignorance equation as i had during their childhood.
So i literally turned my mind into infancy and questioned everything my parents, teachers, friends, preachers, and random people. And filtered every thought through Gods word.
It was very hard to face ones ignorance, pride and weakness. But it was as if i was now given life and the ability to think through the words of God.
This very exercise led me to many different denominations but ultimately God words led me back to methodist. But my battle wasnt over. I still had so many questions and i felt the closest to my current belief was methodist.
Since i felt it to be the closest i still was led to question what they believe. And so I did. I have been meeting with my preacher one on one for a year and half and asking other elders as well.
But it's funny because the first time I read the Bible without any excess knowledge, just reading it. I actually understand what scripture was saying and really through all my study and research only brings me back to that understanding at first without the excess knowledge.
The excess knowledge only helped me explain what scripture had already proven in my heart.
This is my journey and i am thankful for it. You would be amazed at what lies the devil will plant when your ignorant or distracted by the flesh.