Greetings,
A brief intro, I am a 36 year old man. I work in Tech. I was raised in a non-practicing Catholic family in Maryland. Occasional Church, never went through confirmation.
So my life is much as it always has been, Religion has always been a "back burner" thought so to speak.
The nature of my life and work keep me extremely busy with little time for other concerns. But that free time I do have I want to experiment with.
What I am looking for is a Christian Lady to help me with an idea. This is not any kind of search for a partner or girlfriend or romantic relationship or anything of the sort.
The idea behind my experiment is to experience communications and the internet (something as a tech I've had immense access too) in a more... focused way. My entire life I've been left to my own devices with technology. Never had the benefit of being pointed in proper directions. My thought is to give content control of my technology access to a Christian Lady whom can set the access rules and limitations and would like to steer how I spend my computer and phone free time. A Windows 10 Surface Laptop an Android Phone.
The goal is to see the world in my free time as set by the determination of another. Being given access to content approved and directed to sites and approved apps for study. Too have actual limitations in order to bring into focus things I've long ignored and eliminate other items either not approved of or that would be considered a distraction. I'm thinking to do this for perhaps month at least (can be determined by other).
The reason I ask for a Lady for this idea is simply that I'm more comfortable and trusting in giving a woman this kind of thing. Not as a surrender but more as an acceptance of guidance. I believe I'm far more likely to get something substantial from it with female guidance and not fight it.
My work life has its own devices so the ones being given control of are personal use only. Work tech is only for work and is as such already limited to that. So whomever might help with is idea will get to set all the parameters however she sees fit. Website access filters, time allowances, ect... I will obtain whatever software is required or preferred and hand over the access. This can be online only, no contact offline is required by me as everything within this idea can be accomplished online.
The main goal of all of this. Is too take a step into seeing what its like to have boundaries in a world where I have never had any. Christian boundaries as to perhaps develop a more humble nature about things in general.
Thanks for reading
Its an idea. Perhaps a good one, perhaps not.
A brief intro, I am a 36 year old man. I work in Tech. I was raised in a non-practicing Catholic family in Maryland. Occasional Church, never went through confirmation.
So my life is much as it always has been, Religion has always been a "back burner" thought so to speak.
The nature of my life and work keep me extremely busy with little time for other concerns. But that free time I do have I want to experiment with.
What I am looking for is a Christian Lady to help me with an idea. This is not any kind of search for a partner or girlfriend or romantic relationship or anything of the sort.
The idea behind my experiment is to experience communications and the internet (something as a tech I've had immense access too) in a more... focused way. My entire life I've been left to my own devices with technology. Never had the benefit of being pointed in proper directions. My thought is to give content control of my technology access to a Christian Lady whom can set the access rules and limitations and would like to steer how I spend my computer and phone free time. A Windows 10 Surface Laptop an Android Phone.
The goal is to see the world in my free time as set by the determination of another. Being given access to content approved and directed to sites and approved apps for study. Too have actual limitations in order to bring into focus things I've long ignored and eliminate other items either not approved of or that would be considered a distraction. I'm thinking to do this for perhaps month at least (can be determined by other).
The reason I ask for a Lady for this idea is simply that I'm more comfortable and trusting in giving a woman this kind of thing. Not as a surrender but more as an acceptance of guidance. I believe I'm far more likely to get something substantial from it with female guidance and not fight it.
My work life has its own devices so the ones being given control of are personal use only. Work tech is only for work and is as such already limited to that. So whomever might help with is idea will get to set all the parameters however she sees fit. Website access filters, time allowances, ect... I will obtain whatever software is required or preferred and hand over the access. This can be online only, no contact offline is required by me as everything within this idea can be accomplished online.
The main goal of all of this. Is too take a step into seeing what its like to have boundaries in a world where I have never had any. Christian boundaries as to perhaps develop a more humble nature about things in general.
Thanks for reading
Its an idea. Perhaps a good one, perhaps not.
