Hi Christine this is decavirgo,but I'm Jacob and I did question my faith all the time. But then I got knocked of my horse on my road to Damascus,as Saul did in the Bible. The key moment was I got baptized at my church at the time in Jacksonville,Florida. I thought my finances would go from 100,000 a year to 200,000 and my marriage problems would all just go away. Well let's just say Gods timing and mine were different. Once I got baptized God finally started working on saving my soul. Please get saved if you haven't so this will happen. He said to me are you ready. Lol. I said bring on the wealth and my wife. Well he struck me down so hard within a few months I lost everything and even my health would fade. I was addicted to pills for a while to try to deal with all my pain before and he is not down with that. I can't tell you all,but I would end up four states over in a dead tiny town and have seizures and become homeless. His plan not mine. I was being forced to lose all I had and all friends turnef away so he would make sure I knew it was him. He loves us all so much he will do exactly what is right to save us for the eternal. Once I was broken and didn't have anyone here to depend he shows up and says finally I can show you my glory. I was broken and beyond scared just at peace. He is Omni present working through me to you and you to me. I don't know how someone with such little faith would see so much. But I would learn later all that happened was in the Bible. The first thing is Jesus is the only way to God. He is our lawyer. He took my sins and yours so we could have communication with God. I didn't even know this at the time and it all happened before me. This story is to long to tell. I have told no one this story yet. But he hears you and pray for him to take away your unbelief and he will. I still,to his amusement,question him and what happened. But he is real. He loves you and Jesus died for you before you were even here. He knew you by name and is leading you to the light. I promise you to him. You mean that much. Just get saved for sure. So he can have access to you. He gives free will to you for he didn't create robots. With faith of just a mustard seed you will move mountains. He has never left you it's you that turns away. Don't trust me,trust him. I am new at this,but the gift was given freely to me and I must share soon. He says not to be a light hidden under the bed but on the side of a hill shine for all to see. He promises to complete what he started with you. The fact you came here is proof of it. Just accept his son and listen to that still small voice that is him. You know when it's him. Don't follow the herd to the road of destruction but take the narrow path to him. I still am far from perfect. By Grace alone by salvation and not by works can I go to the father. As you should never be shamed to go yourself. I can't even tell you this all correctly but the Bible can be summed up in one word. Love and it's full of characters just like you and me. Jesus didn't hang out with the righteous. He seeked the sinners. He took your sin so you could have that relationship with God. Just trust him and be who he created you to be. For his pleasure be yourself. Be selfless not selfish. God bless you and pray because it works. God bless
