Would not all this "pressing" and beating" be works?, if so you are rather boastful. If true you should repent but wait...you cannot repent because only God can give you the ability to repent. By the way how did you find the right door? Sounds like more "works" to me. And how did you know it was even the right door? More "works"! You better ask God to give you the ability to ask Him to repent.The parable of beating on the door,until the master agrees to provide.
I can tell you he honors all his word.
I can't tell you when....
I have used it many times.
Also, how did you know it was God who spoke to you through the wind and turned you into jelly? Did you ask God if He was God and if you did was it you who did the asking or was it God giving you the ability to ask or just you asking on your own?
You seem to have a lot of repenting to do. I suggest you start asking God to give you the ability to ask Him to give you the ability to repent.
Your reasoning is the road that leads to chaos.