Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

[Conversationand]

It's time for me to leave. I have messaged an admin. I won't be using Skype or facebook either for those I had on there. I need a break. Maybe I'll come back in a few months. I don't know yet. There are things in my life going on right now that I just need to fix. Y'all be blessed.

We will miss you Molly.

This makes me sad, Molly. I hope you do come back. And I hope the stuff that's happening in your life gets straightened out soon. God bless you.

Mollyconner, don't delete your account. Just stop logging in for awhile.

Just checking - Did you go back to your abusive boyfriend or are you done with him?

Looks like there are a bunch of people who will miss you Molly. I hope you get what you need. I've been going through the process of leaving the computer behind for a long time now, and believe it or not, I use it less now than I have in a long time. I understand the need for a break. I'll be praying as well and I do hope you'll come back sometime. At least to give us a status update on how much more awesome you got while you were away.

 

[kinda]

Who is the man coming down your block?

 

[MollyConnor]

Mollyconner, don't delete your account. Just stop logging in for awhile.

Just checking - Did you go back to your abusive boyfriend or are you done with him?

Admin still hasn't seen my pm so I'm still here. No way, I'll never go back to my ex. I'm just really depressed and angry right now....for so many things. CC isn't a good place for me to be.

 

[DoubleD]

Admin still hasn't seen my pm so I'm still here. No way, I'll never go back to my ex. I'm just really depressed and angry right now....for so many things. CC isn't a good place for me to be.

I'm going to miss you!!! I understand about you quitting this site, and I don't blame you!!!!

 

[MollyConnor]

I'm going to miss you!!! I understand about you quitting this site, and I don't blame you!!!!

I'm not going to leave. I decided to stay. When I get emotional I tend to do irrational things. I'm sorry. I'm still hurt and depressed, so I might not be on as much. But I'm not deleting my account. The administrator never saw my message, he hasn't been on. And now I told him not to delete it.

 

[Zi]

Me too. I have anger problems from enduring abuse.. sometimes here it's triggered..

I recently got a counselor and feel better knowing I can save it and talk to someone who can help me sort through it all..

Glad you're staying

I'm not going to leave. I decided to stay. When I get emotional I tend to do irrational things. I'm sorry. I'm still hurt and depressed, so I might not be on as much. But I'm not deleting my account. The administrator never saw my message, he hasn't been on. And now I told him not to delete it.

 

[toinena]

I tried something new today! I went to see a psyco-motorical physiotherapist. I don't have anger issues, but I get hurt and the fear of rejection is very strong. And my body is basically just from my neck and up. I am excited to see how this is going to help me come over some of the abuse and hurt I have had in my life.

 

[Zi]

Hopefully it helps.. I wouldn't want to hear that it didn't.

I tried something new today! I went to see a psyco-motorical physiotherapist. I don't have anger issues, but I get hurt and the fear of rejection is very strong. And my body is basically just from my neck and up. I am excited to see how this is going to help me come over some of the abuse and hurt I have had in my life.

 

[Oncefallen]

I'm not going to leave. I decided to stay. When I get emotional I tend to do irrational things. I'm sorry. I'm still hurt and depressed, so I might not be on as much. But I'm not deleting my account. The administrator never saw my message, he hasn't been on. And now I told him not to delete it.

It's a good thing that I read all the way through to this point before I deleted your account.

 

[zeroturbulence]

I'm not going to leave. I decided to stay. When I get emotional I tend to do irrational things. I'm sorry. I'm still hurt and depressed, so I might not be on as much. But I'm not deleting my account. The administrator never saw my message, he hasn't been on. And now I told him not to delete it.

This just made my day!! YAY!!!!! Thanks for staying, Molly!

 

[GaryA]

Didn't read all that incessant rambling. Fact is i have known Rachel on here for years. And for the past few months have been talking to her off CC as one of the people helping her through some things she's dealing with.
So I know the root of her problem, the things adding to it and why it affects her so.
So, no, not assumptions.

Also I NEVER said it was bad to get healthier. In fact, to quote my post "getting in shape for health. Good".

The facts are you are clueless to the whole story and to the things her and I have discussed and so much more. So she your clueless drivel and thinly veiled insults. For all your trash talk it's actually You that's the clueless one here.

Thank you for the reminder of why I blocked you, though.

Whatever...

I may not know about all of the details of her life, but I do know this -- I care about her, too. And, I don't think there was anything wrong with what she expressed in post #59304 -- especially since she said it in a way that was obviously intended to be light-hearted.

Do you browbeat her when you talk to her on the phone?

Or, do you actually show her love, compassion, gentleness, tenderness, firmness-when-necessary-but-out-of-love, etc.?

If you really think that you should be the only person on CC to try to encourage her, then you should have sent what you posted as a PM to her instead.

 

[GaryA]

Rachel, honey -- I may not know you as well as some of the others on CC - but, I do care. And, I sincerely hope that you will find the proper answers to whatever you may be dealing with. I will pray for you.

 

[WineRose]

 

[joefizz]

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[Lynx]

I stared at it for a while. It never got funny.

How long is enough for it to get funny? I have to go to work in about four and a half hours.

 

[GaryA]

The longer you stare at it -- the funnier it is for her -- because, she got you to do it!

 

[GaryA]

I suppose that I should have said:

"Yeah - just keep staring at it -- four hours sounds just about right..."

or, maybe:

"I have been staring at it for ten hours now, and - I just don't get it..."

 

[Zi]

Do fish get tired? They are extraordinary creatures imo... Always moving

 

[zeroturbulence]

The longer I stare... the more I'll have nightmares.

 

[zeroturbulence]

Do fish get tired? They are extraordinary creatures imo... Always moving

I often wondered the same thing since I have two aquariums.