Sorry to see you come to such a...sad conclusion.
There is no difference between "free from sin and "sinless perfection".
After our rebirth, which necessitated the death of the old man and his nature, we are of the seed of God, and cannot bring forth evil fruit anymore.
Let me ask you a question, please.
Do you delight in your sins?
If not, what forces you to commit them?
God has made a way to live without ever sinning again.
But you keep defending your sorry trek.
Making excuses, (cheerfully provided by other slaves to sin), making sin plausible fruit of the seed of God.
Time for a real "turn from sin".
Freedom is here on earth .