I know that feeling. I have had 2 churches which (if i hadn't known better) would have driven me off too. It took me 3 years of going from church to church tonfind a, place that felt right...and its a african church where im the only caucasian lol!
Now i can understand your struggle better because if u fall back and forth its kinda hard to really commit yourself. Especially if ur in a place where u dont feel comfortable.
When u wanna do something u should always try to think if Jesus would do it. Sometimes u do something anyways and months or years later you feel stupid for doing it.
I pray that God reveals to u the things that are ok and what not. Sometimes we like to compromise but that is the worst u can do.
And i pray u get to meet God and have freedom
Now i can understand your struggle better because if u fall back and forth its kinda hard to really commit yourself. Especially if ur in a place where u dont feel comfortable.
When u wanna do something u should always try to think if Jesus would do it. Sometimes u do something anyways and months or years later you feel stupid for doing it.
I pray that God reveals to u the things that are ok and what not. Sometimes we like to compromise but that is the worst u can do.
And i pray u get to meet God and have freedom
thank you very much, the more I learn the better I understand, and I have just learnt something from your message. I have always lived my life, my way, and I want a full and proper life serving God, so learning His way I know is the best way. its just knowing, I will soon enough God bless you !