we, the 'older-generation', can look back and reflect on what we were really seeing in the
old 'cowboy movies from the 50's-60's in our childhood, etc. = it was all about the whites killing
the Indians and others in various forms in different cultures and different countries killing and dominating each other-
it was so frightening, to say the least, not to mention all of what we were brought up
on in the genre of 'Hollywood's 'satanic-beasts movies, that absolutely terrified me to the point of
nightmares, and bed wetting: but this is what our parents had us watch while they played their games...
just pause a moment and think about what was put inside of our innocent 'heads and hearts'...
they filled me with terrors beyond belief, which influenced my daily life of trying to survive what
was being done to me at my home by my 'so called parents'...when I stepped onto the school-bus,
this was my saving grace during the week, and then on the week-ends, my next door neighbors took
me to their church, the only place in my entire life that I found solace and common care, as they all
knew what I had to go home to, but didn't intervene - I thank God for my neighbors who had the strength
and will to take me away from the horror of my home, if only for a couple of hours, and also took me to
summer Bible School,
where I could get a glimpse of Jesus' Love and care for me, while I was there at the church...ETC...............