agony isn't fear.
you believe God from everlasting to everlasting ceased to be God, right?
do you believe God became God once again? if so when?
or do you believe God is forevermore not God anymore?
John 6:
61 When Jesus knew in himself that his disciples murmured at it, he said unto them,
Doth this offend you?
62 What and if ye shall see the Son of man ascend up where he was before?
63 It is the spirit that quickeneth;
the flesh profiteth nothing:
the words that I speak unto you,
they are spirit, and they are life. (IOW, don't call Me good, there is one that is Good, that is God)
Where was He before? Was He not sitting at the Right Hand of His Father? And where was He then? Was He not Flesh and Blood, born of a woman, born under the Law??
Did He go to where He was before as Flesh and Blood? Why not?
1 Cor. 15:50 Now this I say, brethren,
that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God; neither doth corruption inherit incorruption.
I do believe God has no beginning and no End, but the Man Jesus did. He was born, and He died. The man Jesus no longer exists, The Spiritual High Priest, the risen Christ, lives. No longer Flesh and Blood like we are. He was "Changed" and became the First of MANY humans who will also be resurrected and changed.
1 John 3:
2 Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear,
we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is.
3 And
every man that hath this hope in him purifieth himself,
even as he is pure.
The Works that He did, everyone with true Faith can do. Peter walked on water, Sampson had super strength, Moses changed the river into blood. All powers given them by God. As the Man Jesus said:
John 14:
10 Believest thou not that I am in the Father, and the Father in me? the words that I speak unto you I speak
not of myself: but the Father that dwelleth in me,
he doeth the works.
11 Believe me that I
am in the Father, and the Father in me: or else believe me
for the very works' sake. (Not because He was a God, but because He was a Human doing, not His own Work's, but the Work's of God.)
12 Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me,
the works that I do shall he do also;
and greater works than these shall he do;
because I go unto my Father.
What works did He do?
Did He create images of His Father in the likeness of some long haired men's hair shampoo model? Did He reject His Fathers Sabbaths? Did He create His own High Days?
What Work's did He do? His own, or His Fathers?