Hello Adstar.
Thank you for the warm welcome. I am indeed working my way through the New Testament.
Regarding the gospels, which I have read, my first question would be: why is St. John’s so unique when compared to the synoptics? Are there special reasons that the synoptic writers would have chosen to be less explicit in their theology, than John? I’m talking of course about Jesus being God. This fact is implied, I think, in the synoptics, but St. John really hammers it home. Nonetheless, I do trust the gospels because I trust Jesus.
I believe the 4 different gospels where needed to fill in the gaps of each other but also to appeal to different kinds of people.. I usually quote from the Gospel of Matthew when i am explaining the Gospel but i notice others are focused on the Gospel of John.. People tend to know if they are moved more by the Gospel of John or the Gospel of Matthew.. Of course we should read them all and take them as the same Gospel but from slightly different angels and from different personality types..
Regarding the will of God; that’s a great question. I’m no expert but I think it’s reasonable to say that God wants us to be with Him, so that we may enjoy Him and His presence, and vice versa. I believe we’re made free because Love can only be given freely. I ask God to help me to do right by Him.
I agree.. Yes God wants a good and eternal relationship with us..
I’m confident that following Jesus is the best way. How God administers His ultimate plan, I do not know, but I have faith in His wisdom and providence.
Again i agree.. Trusting God ( having Faith in him) is an essential foundation to having a good relationship with God..
PS: Oh and the main reason i asked if you had read the New Testament is i always advise new Christians to use the word of God as their primary source of information on the will of God.. In your post you mentioned a number of preachers / apologists.. While i think it is good to hear and consider the points put forward by these kinds of people.. We need to be cautious not to simply reply on other men to lead us to eternity with God.. We need to seek the will of God direct from Him through the inspiration of His Holy Spirit via the Word of God..