Before Coming to Christ I had two passions: Pornography and Photography (hobby).
Part of my testimony is that the power and ability I obtained to overcome pornography did not come from me as that was impossible; but from the Holy Spirit. When I came to Christ I left pornography and have been free from it to this very day.
I also put my photography away for over a year, but slowly have come back to it.
My photography hobby focuses on a specific subject which is not something that is lewd or indecent, and needs not be specified.
My Question to Others: Ought I leave this photography Hobby completely? Please speak plainly.
My Concerns with my Photography Hobby
It’s the creating of images that at one time I elevated about God. I still have a deep fondness of some of the images I created and I ask myself was and is this still some form of idolatry. Does my passion and love for this hobby displease a Jealous God?
It was and still remains a passion.
Half of the passion is the thrill and desire to seek new locations to shoot and plan out new photoshoots and to capture more pictures and better pictures, and unique pictures… this desire is never really satisfied.
The other half of the passion is to post and/or have pictures accepted to an online venue where others will view, favor and comment on, thus it is self glorifying. Also there are opportunities for my pictures to be published in magazines bringing more self glory and self pride.
It is self serving and self seeking and I equate it to treasure finding.
It often times is isolating as I go alone to remote locations to photograph. I have always enjoyed having times of escape, particularly in nature, from the peoples and troubles and realities of this world.
The positives I see with my Photography Hobby
Positive is that is stimulates my mind, it is an expression of my creativity and artistic skills, it is a means to be active outdoors, it improves my mood, and it gives me a sense of accomplishment and creating something that others also find enjoyment in. It gives me rest and an escape from all the hustle, bustle, worries, works and chores that this world continually puts before me.
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I am torn whether or not this photography hobby can be within God’s design for me and sometimes carry guilt from it. I ponder if this is or can be a hobby of balance. Obviously, if I do this too much it is problematic, but what if I limit it to once a month or only a few times a year. Can I find a healthy balance that is not displeasing to the Lord or is this a worldly passion from my former life that I have to lose and lose completely? Please speak plainly.
Does Matt 16:25 apply? 'Save your life and you will loose it, loose your life and you will save it'
Part of my testimony is that the power and ability I obtained to overcome pornography did not come from me as that was impossible; but from the Holy Spirit. When I came to Christ I left pornography and have been free from it to this very day.
I also put my photography away for over a year, but slowly have come back to it.
My photography hobby focuses on a specific subject which is not something that is lewd or indecent, and needs not be specified.
My Question to Others: Ought I leave this photography Hobby completely? Please speak plainly.
My Concerns with my Photography Hobby
It’s the creating of images that at one time I elevated about God. I still have a deep fondness of some of the images I created and I ask myself was and is this still some form of idolatry. Does my passion and love for this hobby displease a Jealous God?
It was and still remains a passion.
Half of the passion is the thrill and desire to seek new locations to shoot and plan out new photoshoots and to capture more pictures and better pictures, and unique pictures… this desire is never really satisfied.
The other half of the passion is to post and/or have pictures accepted to an online venue where others will view, favor and comment on, thus it is self glorifying. Also there are opportunities for my pictures to be published in magazines bringing more self glory and self pride.
It is self serving and self seeking and I equate it to treasure finding.
It often times is isolating as I go alone to remote locations to photograph. I have always enjoyed having times of escape, particularly in nature, from the peoples and troubles and realities of this world.
The positives I see with my Photography Hobby
Positive is that is stimulates my mind, it is an expression of my creativity and artistic skills, it is a means to be active outdoors, it improves my mood, and it gives me a sense of accomplishment and creating something that others also find enjoyment in. It gives me rest and an escape from all the hustle, bustle, worries, works and chores that this world continually puts before me.
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I am torn whether or not this photography hobby can be within God’s design for me and sometimes carry guilt from it. I ponder if this is or can be a hobby of balance. Obviously, if I do this too much it is problematic, but what if I limit it to once a month or only a few times a year. Can I find a healthy balance that is not displeasing to the Lord or is this a worldly passion from my former life that I have to lose and lose completely? Please speak plainly.
Does Matt 16:25 apply? 'Save your life and you will loose it, loose your life and you will save it'
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