the Pastor played hands upon me and prayed for in filling of the Holy spirit
Bingo!
You have the baptism of the Holy Spirit.
Praise God!
When I first became a Christian I would get hot and flushed when witnessing. My wife would say 'you've been witnessing, haven't you?' when I'd come home all flushed. And I shook like a leaf like when a person is cold right after receiving Christ and the person who lead me to Christ prayed for the infilling of the Holy Spirit. My wife remembered that later when we started learning about the baptism of the Holy Spirit. I didn't even know that was a manifestation of the Spirit for me to have been faking it.
God is awesome. Who knows where the Spirit is going to take you from here--what depths of worship, what depths of ministry and revelation. But most importantly, what joy you'll have, and what genuine love you'll be capable of having for others.
Now you know what most in the church have been missing and, actually, know nothing about.
It's not their fault. The church doesn't lead God's people into the baptism of the Spirit anymore.