A few months since what? Since you were married? Since the relationship went south?It’s only been a few months. Things are bad.
Are we able to have a private conversation?Why should there be guilt on your part? Did you lead your husband to think there was never anyone before him?
It might be because your marriage has that new smell. Things will get better over time, just have open and honest communications always. Good luck, i am praying for you/them.It’s only been a few months. Things are bad.