Somehow you have been taught , works salvation. No thats actually wrong and that is disobeying. Jesus has done what we could not . We are to live BECAUSE of what Jesus has done ,not work for it as if we could add to it . We live as we believe . If you do not believe Jesus has forgiven you and taken away your sins , you will live no different than before. Other than trying really , really ,really hard to do good ( Romans 7 ) This is a recipe for defeat, despair and failure. False teaching says, ' we are a new creation , and therefore we don't sin anymore. Nonsense. The new creation is not physical, its spiritual. We transform by our minds outward ,not behaviour rehabilitation. Our minds need to believe we are saved , secure and transformed positionally. We are bought by Jesus, no longer our own , our sins no longer can be judged . We are no longer under the penalty of sin . We are free to righteousness now and freed from sins penalty and condemnation. We are sealed by the Holy Spirit until the day of redemption. it cannot be undone .