You say that like I have a choice in the matter...
Well, I suggest that you pray that Gods perfect will would overwhelm your fallible human "choicy" will.
Interestingly, the freewillers COVET (in the worst cases worship) the very thing that God clearly states that He will
utterly destroy in the future eternal kingdom. Every thought every deed every act every expression of will is going to be subordinated and in fact sublimated to His glorious will.
Yes god is allowing willful sin presently even among Christians. Until two things happen:
a) the glorification of the Christians (and all Saints)
b) the destruction of the world sin and sinners in judgment
2Cor 10:5
We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.