A few more thoughts.....if God’s word doesn’t penetrate your heart....how would you know that you are born again,His Child......His word is alive and active and must penetrate that heart of a believer,without that....you wouldn’t know that .
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He is your Father.
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That he recognises you,adopted child of God.
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That he is at work in your life,bringing everything together according to his plan.
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The Holy Spirit who indwells a believers inner being,which is alive and active...
Faith is alive it ain’t dead....as the Holy Spirit is a real person and ALIVE!
Jack, I can't speak for those two but I can tell you this for myself with sincerity. I hope you hear it and if my assessment is correct you heed it.
When I express doubt in your story of salvation it is not because of any superiority or any sense of being more discerning. In fact, the reason I express doubt is because I am seriously concerned for your soul.
You've made some statements in your "testimony" that raise red flags, especially as far as it appears that hearing the gospel, confessing and believing it only part after the fact if they ever do. The gospel message is that those who have ears to hear will hear, confess, and believe. It's the same for all though the specifics vary. There is but one Gate through which the sheep pass.
Your statements seem to be linking your salvation with someone declaring you are saved without any such confession and belief. Just a vision that told you you were saved. So I see major red flags and am concerned you have convinced yourself, coming so close to the truth but not quite reaching it.
And if your supporters read your statements I don't see how they couldn't see red flags, and if they cared for you I don't see how they couldn't address it with you. Yet for their doctrine they remain silent. I'd like to think the best of them, but I can't help but draw comparisons to the scribes and pharisees crossing land and sea for a single convert, only to make them twice the child of hell they themselves are. I cannot help but think these men are possibly wolves making themselves out to be lambs.
If you don't want to hear this, that's fine. But I'm not going to simply remain silent and it's not for my sake, it's for yours.