I live in California.. Downtown Los Angeles at The midnight Mission... I'm struggling in my faith... I was born in New Jersey at Washington Township hospital in Turnerseville NJ. I grow up in a broken home.... Although I love my Mother and Father its sad to say that they wasn't their for me or my sister... Although my Mother and Father both held down Jobs.
They both had bad additions,my mother was battling with drugs, and my Father was battling with alcohol. He was very abusive to my mother, that is what made her leave the house and be gone for months at a time....well needless to say me and my sister both ended up in foster homes well I'll stop their you can see where this story goes.... Fast forward, I grow up feeling worthless and unwanted... And even dirty with identity issues because of my childhood abuse.
And that lead me down a lonely dark and twisted road that lead to drugs, alcohol, jails and even prison, pornography just keeping it 100% real I haven't seen or heard from my family in over 20years plus... And through my additions I've gone in and out of rehab and also Christian homes... Even though it sure seems like people have given up on me... I still believe that GOD has never given up on me.... Even when I gave up on myself..... Jesus was and still their for me... I even had people tell me that I should just give up,basically on life because maybe in their mind they thought that life gave me a bad hand and some probably thought that GOD through the book at me.... I don't believe that.
I'm 39years old my sister is 41years old we are two Years apart... I miss her really bad. I'm still not perfect but that's ok, all I know how to do is fight... Life sure is tough, so who ever reads this pray that my sister is alive and well. And that she is treated like the Queen that God created her to be... Also pray for my niece that she will find her place in this cold hearted world.. But most of all that she will be drawn to Jesus. Lastly pray for my father.... That he will be blessed that he would find Jesus.... Well thank you for reading this...I also pray for the readers who read this that GOD will strengthen yours faith,and deepen your hearts to Grow and love each other..... In Jesus Name I PRAY AMEN
They both had bad additions,my mother was battling with drugs, and my Father was battling with alcohol. He was very abusive to my mother, that is what made her leave the house and be gone for months at a time....well needless to say me and my sister both ended up in foster homes well I'll stop their you can see where this story goes.... Fast forward, I grow up feeling worthless and unwanted... And even dirty with identity issues because of my childhood abuse.
And that lead me down a lonely dark and twisted road that lead to drugs, alcohol, jails and even prison, pornography just keeping it 100% real I haven't seen or heard from my family in over 20years plus... And through my additions I've gone in and out of rehab and also Christian homes... Even though it sure seems like people have given up on me... I still believe that GOD has never given up on me.... Even when I gave up on myself..... Jesus was and still their for me... I even had people tell me that I should just give up,basically on life because maybe in their mind they thought that life gave me a bad hand and some probably thought that GOD through the book at me.... I don't believe that.
I'm 39years old my sister is 41years old we are two Years apart... I miss her really bad. I'm still not perfect but that's ok, all I know how to do is fight... Life sure is tough, so who ever reads this pray that my sister is alive and well. And that she is treated like the Queen that God created her to be... Also pray for my niece that she will find her place in this cold hearted world.. But most of all that she will be drawn to Jesus. Lastly pray for my father.... That he will be blessed that he would find Jesus.... Well thank you for reading this...I also pray for the readers who read this that GOD will strengthen yours faith,and deepen your hearts to Grow and love each other..... In Jesus Name I PRAY AMEN
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