are all those x's a cry for help?
would you like to know how to accept Christ as your Savior? I don't know why you have come here...perhaps to prove all Christians as fools as some have come here or perhaps you are genuinely asking for help
as it is, your behavior is not acceptable and I am not a moderator, but your posts are often rude and offensive and that is not going to be tolerated
fine if you are not saved, but the crude comments and questionable posts on the occult...which seem to be the only thing you actually know about...are going to hurt you in the end
perhaps try to speak to a moderator. they can help you.