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I try to let people into my life in the hopes that they will understand me. Or at least kinda understand me. But instead, I get people who think they understand enough to say something but not good enough to put everything I've said altogether. Because, I think if they could do this then they might not make the comments they make.
I can't blame them, they just read people quickly and move onto the next. Even though I know this, I still feel frustrated. So many times I have felt 'ok' and then i log in, and soon I'm feeling awful. I think I understand why some people turn to porn. Sure it's an empty thing, yet if you want to feel better, it can make a person feel better in seconds. I think I understand why people turn to drugs. Yes the after effects suck, but in the mean time, it makes you feel better. It is always about feeling better, I think.
I hate giving people excuses for everything. But rest assured there is an answer to why I've done or haven't done x,y and z.
I guess since I mentioned "porn" and "drugs", I should let you know what I do.
I don't use drugs. Porn? I do the best I can to block it. And that is all I'm going to say about those two things in this blog.
I can't blame them, they just read people quickly and move onto the next. Even though I know this, I still feel frustrated. So many times I have felt 'ok' and then i log in, and soon I'm feeling awful. I think I understand why some people turn to porn. Sure it's an empty thing, yet if you want to feel better, it can make a person feel better in seconds. I think I understand why people turn to drugs. Yes the after effects suck, but in the mean time, it makes you feel better. It is always about feeling better, I think.
I hate giving people excuses for everything. But rest assured there is an answer to why I've done or haven't done x,y and z.
I guess since I mentioned "porn" and "drugs", I should let you know what I do.
I don't use drugs. Porn? I do the best I can to block it. And that is all I'm going to say about those two things in this blog.
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