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Hello Siddhi, maybe you will find some of this post helpful. Wish you peace and pray you are feeling as well as possible.
Some are haunted by unworthy thoughts of God, of Christ, and of the Word.
These thoughts are cast by Satan, as discerned by their strangeness, violence, and horribleness.
Detest these thoughts and divert your attention to other things.
Above all, complain to Christ about them, and fly under the wings of His protection, and desire Him to take our part against His enemy.
These thoughts, if the soul dwells on them too long, then they leave a heavy guilt upon the soul, hinder our sweet communion with God, interrupt our peace, and put a contrary relish into the soul, disposing it to greater sins.
The best way to handle annoyances from Satan is to lay open our complaints to Christ, and keep our hearts closer to God, seasoning them with heavenly meditations in the morning.
Our chief comfort is that our blessed Savior, as He bade Satan depart from Him (Matthew 4:10), will command him to be gone from us.
He must be gone at a word. And Christ can and will likewise, in His own time, rebuke the rebellious and extravagant stirrings of our hearts and bring all the thoughts of the inner man into subjection to Himself.