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surrender to the impulse.. red... fluid... warm
feel the waves of ecstasy wash over you like a scarlet flood
going deeper into the pain... deeper into the vein
feel the cut of a 1000 old wounds resurrecting their deadly hold again
Remember the first heart beat..pumping..lifegiving...love
Feel the tears of a mother giving birth to her son like an endless stream
going deeper into the light...deeper in God's love
do you remember the first cut of the embilical cord? Do you remember the first inhaled birth of air?
within inches of the grasp of reality
fingers reach... arm outstretched... slipping on dreams unreachable
slipping from a mind unteachable
God's hands reaches out in love
the war rages on inside... the whore rages on the path of time
her vomit spews a biological waking nightmare... & slumber slams itself into me
the darkness of my eyelids... the darkness of my torment, encroaches upon me
hunting me... stalking me... mocking me...
Resist and the devil will flee
violence sustained in the chambers of remorse
brutality portrayed by the light of candles flame
the inner circle a mounting storm of vehemence
bring the ferocity closer to me... to me... me...
challenging shout
resented love
fallen angels
let the dead bury their own dead
we are here because god has a purpose to each one of us...
Ugly, now blessed.
How are you doing?
In Jesus, God bless.
pickles