Hello! I posted a while back ago about an issue I was having about suicidal thoughts. Thanks to your Prayers and the love of God I’m still alive and in a much better position with my life and faith. So from the bottom of my heart thank you. Though I still have something I need prayer about though.
For the past 7 months God has been pushing me to something and it’s been told to me a lot through him. I felt like Gideon asking for clarification on if he really means it lol because to me it seems too good to be true. And that’s something my past really enforces on me, the whole “too good to be true” thing. But he’s definitely put it in my heart and I’m not sure if you guys still believe if God speaks through dreams as well, but I’ve had 25+ recurring dreams on the subject. I’ve seen it through his words and in prayer. But through all that I have doubt. It’s been a major force in this. One of the dreams even warned me about it. It’s just so hard to see that he has this amazing thing planned for me when all I’ve been through my life is rejection, abandonment, abuse and pain. I know they aren’t from God but my doubt just makes me so confused. I ask for prayer to get through the doubt. I’m afraid my doubt has closed that door he had for me and I’ve fallen out of his favor. Please pray that as I go on the journey with God that I’ll start to understand how to deal with doubt and to have more faith in his will for my life.
For the past 7 months God has been pushing me to something and it’s been told to me a lot through him. I felt like Gideon asking for clarification on if he really means it lol because to me it seems too good to be true. And that’s something my past really enforces on me, the whole “too good to be true” thing. But he’s definitely put it in my heart and I’m not sure if you guys still believe if God speaks through dreams as well, but I’ve had 25+ recurring dreams on the subject. I’ve seen it through his words and in prayer. But through all that I have doubt. It’s been a major force in this. One of the dreams even warned me about it. It’s just so hard to see that he has this amazing thing planned for me when all I’ve been through my life is rejection, abandonment, abuse and pain. I know they aren’t from God but my doubt just makes me so confused. I ask for prayer to get through the doubt. I’m afraid my doubt has closed that door he had for me and I’ve fallen out of his favor. Please pray that as I go on the journey with God that I’ll start to understand how to deal with doubt and to have more faith in his will for my life.
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