I accepted Jesus at 17 and a junior in high school. in college, I went to church off and on and right after I graduated from college. I did go to a church regularly. But I’ll tell you the truth, I didn’t read the Bible and my faith was very shallow.. Then like a lot of people, life happens and I got a job and I got married and I had to move, and you know once you move, your disconnected from the church and it’s hard to find a new church and I kept putting it off and putting it off and my faith just withered.
Professionally, I was doing very well, and I climbed the corporate ranks, eventually reaching a position of senior vice president of a small investment firm. A couple years ago, my wife was scammed in an online cryptocurrency scam, she lied to me about the whole thing and made up a very elaborate scam and story. It set our family back multiple hundred thousands of dollars in savings. It was like a bad dream and I prayed to God that it wasn’t true, but it was.. I think there was like an online romance behind-the-scenes but these scammers are professional let me know what they’re doing. I don’t blame her because my relationship with my wife (non-Christian) at the time, was already deteriorated badly and we haven’t slept in the same room in years and I was living in deep deep in Sin with unbreakable addiction to pornography. Earlier this year, I was fired from my corporate job out of the blue. It was a devastating blow.
I didn’t want to feel sorry for myself so I started to read David Goggins, and basically was deep into self-help. I use the time to get in shape and lose a lot of weight and read both of his books. And started praying to help me with a job. After finishing both of his books, I started exploring other areas of self-help and started watching videos of this yogi named Sadguru, snd I started to think what’s the next book I should get to read and out of nowhere…. the Holy Spirit said to me, read the Bible that was very clear and mistakable. I don’t know if I actually started reading the Bible or I went to church first but basically something led me back to church and it’s probably because I felt so helpless in my circumstances. By the grace of God, my entire family is now saved, but I still don’t have a job and it’s been 10 months and it’s really stressful man. I started exploring a new avenues and got license in life insurance sales but it’s not easy. In fact, I don’t even have one sale. But still, I’m trying to stay positive to cling on God‘s promises Jeremiah 29:11 being one of my favorites.