I hear you, and I can definitely relate to what you are saying about pouring your whole heart into somebody else and loving hard. Yeah, I have been there, and I have done that. Always seemed to be the giver, and never the receiver. I solace myself by looking at Jesus. Nobody ever loved harder than him, and he was often rejected.
Unfortunately, we live in a fallen world. With somewhere around 8 billion people in it, you would think that it would be easy to find the right match, but mine must have fallen into a sinkhole or something. lol.
For whatever it is worth, I feel for you, and I know how tough it can be. Right now, by God's grace, I am okay being by myself, and I can truly be happy for those who have found the right someone. Who knows? Maybe my "Mrs. Right" will show up unexpectedly some day.
KNOCK! KNOCK!
Could that be her?
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