Blain's Testimony

[Blain]

I wanted to comment, that God has chosen the weak things to confound the wise.

I think so to and there are many who consider themselves wise to many in fact.....

 

[Sanders]

Hi Blain,

I am so so moved by your powerful testimony. Keep writing and sharing as God leads you. Someone out there desperately needs to hear your life story.

I pray you are healing and growing in your faith each and every day. No child should ever have to endure such evil. My heart goes out to you.

I used to work in the public schools (special education, etc.) and have witnessed horror stories. I would drive this one girl
(she was 18 years old) to her counseling appointments during the school day. It was part of my job. I saw on the waiting room coffee table a book titled, "A Boy Called It". I had been browsing through it when she returned to the waiting room after her appointment, she saw me looking at the book. It is a true story of the worst abuse case in California to date. The young boy's parents never gave him a legal name. When my dear student came out she opened her backpack and handed me her own copy of the same book. I was stunned. I have been to her home where she lives with family. I have since lost touch with her. I wish I knew how to reach out to her now. I no longer live in the same state I met her in.

I always have had a love for children, youth, young adults and seniors as well. They sometimes have no voice that anyone will listen to and they deserve to be heard! As you do too BLAIN! Keep sharing your truth Blain, and keep leaning on Jesus Christ for His love for you can do marvelous things. Try hard to read or listen to the Bible every day, as it will strengthen and sustain you. This walk with Christ can be very lonesome but remember you are not alone. JEUSUS is walking with you every step of the way. The Holy Spirit lives inside you and will teach you how to read his Word, the Bible.

Please reach out to trusting believers here and in your community and if possible I pray you find a safe loving Bible teaching church.

YOU are LOVED BLAIN!!

In Christ mighty name,
Sanders

 

[Sanders]

I wanted to comment, that God has chosen the weak things to confound the wise.

Amen 100,000 times!

 

[Blain]

Hi Blain,

I am so so moved by your powerful testimony. Keep writing and sharing as God leads you. Someone out there desperately needs to hear your life story.

I pray you are healing and growing in your faith each and every day. No child should ever have to endure such evil. My heart goes out to you.

I used to work in the public schools (special education, etc.) and have witnessed horror stories. I would drive this one girl
(she was 18 years old) to her counseling appointments during the school day. It was part of my job. I saw on the waiting room coffee table a book titled, "A Boy Called It". I had been browsing through it when she returned to the waiting room after her appointment, she saw me looking at the book. It is a true story of the worst abuse case in California to date. The young boy's parents never gave him a legal name. When my dear student came out she opened her backpack and handed me her own copy of the same book. I was stunned. I have been to her home where she lives with family. I have since lost touch with her. I wish I knew how to reach out to her now. I no longer live in the same state I met her in.

I always have had a love for children, youth, young adults and seniors as well. They sometimes have no voice that anyone will listen to and they deserve to be heard! As you do too BLAIN! Keep sharing your truth Blain, and keep leaning on Jesus Christ for His love for you can do marvelous things. Try hard to read or listen to the Bible every day, as it will strengthen and sustain you. This walk with Christ can be very lonesome but remember you are not alone. JEUSUS is walking with you every step of the way. The Holy Spirit lives inside you and will teach you how to read his Word, the Bible.

Please reach out to trusting believers here and in your community and if possible I pray you find a safe loving Bible teaching church.

YOU are LOVED BLAIN!!

In Christ mighty name,
Sanders

Thank you so much for your kind words my friend it means a lot. I made this testimony not even speaking of half of the things I went through therer is much more but let us just say my situation was said to be one of the worst cases of abuse in texas. the abuse didn't stop there either I went through much emotional abuse from my family that took me in they stole money from me they never listened to my cries of help I have tried to kill myself six times already because of the things I was going through

But I am strong because of all that my love and faith in our wonderful king is far greater than any suffering I went through and one day I will make another testimony but this time it will be the new creation he molded from my past it will be a mighty warrior not a abused broken soul. I have also in my life always come accross the broken and damaged as if God placed them on my path and I have seen how just a hug will bring such people to tears. this is my calling to reach the damaged and broken

 

[Sanders]

Thank you so much for your kind words my friend it means a lot. I made this testimony not even speaking of half of the things I went through therer is much more but let us just say my situation was said to be one of the worst cases of abuse in texas. the abuse didn't stop there either I went through much emotional abuse from my family that took me in they stole money from me they never listened to my cries of help I have tried to kill myself six times already because of the things I was going through

But I am strong because of all that my love and faith in our wonderful king is far greater than any suffering I went through and one day I will make another testimony but this time it will be the new creation he molded from my past it will be a mighty warrior not a abused broken soul. I have also in my life always come accross the broken and damaged as if God placed them on my path and I have seen how just a hug will bring such people to tears. this is my calling to reach the damaged and broken

Amen Blain, that's my prayer too. I am sorry for your deep suffering. GOD will restore everything whether in this life or the blessed life to come. Much love,
Sanders

 

[IXOYE81]

Thank you for having the courage to share your testimony Blain. Wow oh wow. When you say that you live with your mom, this is not the same mom who abused you is it? I'm so sorry for all you have been through as you have missed out on the good things in life that most of us take for granted. But praise the Lord that you accepted Him as your Lord and Savior! For He is our only hope in this life and for eternity. My son has been paralyzed from a surfing accident since 1999. So, he struggles every day with this. Things we take for granted, he cannot do. But, there are a few things he can do and he does them well. The accident brought him back to the Lord, which he is very grateful for and he gives the Lord all the credit for those things he can do. He is a very talented videographer and film editor and has a huge following on YT and Instagram. He receives free surf footage of pros from around the world from a few friends who are professional videographers. He's personally met some of the best surfers on the planet, such as Tom Curren and Kelly Slater. He always gives the Lord the credit when the music and video come together just right. He loves the Lord with all his heart and I am grateful for this as it gives him peace in his circumstances. So whatever you are able to do, do it unto the Lord and He will bless you and give you peace. We look forward to the Hope that is within us when we will all be together with Jesus forever in our new bodies. Bless you.

 

[Blain]

Thank you for having the courage to share your testimony Blain. Wow oh wow. When you say that you live with your mom, this is not the same mom who abused you is it? I'm so sorry for all you have been through as you have missed out on the good things in life that most of us take for granted. But praise the Lord that you accepted Him as your Lord and Savior! For He is our only hope in this life and for eternity. My son has been paralyzed from a surfing accident since 1999. So, he struggles every day with this. Things we take for granted, he cannot do. But, there are a few things he can do and he does them well. The accident brought him back to the Lord, which he is very grateful for and he gives the Lord all the credit for those things he can do. He is a very talented videographer and film editor and has a huge following on YT and Instagram. He receives free surf footage of pros from around the world from a few friends who are professional videographers. He's personally met some of the best surfers on the planet, such as Tom Curren and Kelly Slater. He always gives the Lord the credit when the music and video come together just right. He loves the Lord with all his heart and I am grateful for this as it gives him peace in his circumstances. So whatever you are able to do, do it unto the Lord and He will bless you and give you peace. We look forward to the Hope that is within us when we will all be together with Jesus forever in our new bodies. Bless you.

I am sorry to hear about your son it must be very hard for him to deal with, but no I am not with my abusive mom and since this tesimony I now live in a nursing home legally blind because of neglect but still finding joy in the Lord.
I only jope my testimony will give others strength all praise goes to him who sits on the throne

 

[IXOYE81]

I am sorry to hear about your son it must be very hard for him to deal with, but no I am not with my abusive mom and since this tesimony I now live in a nursing home legally blind because of neglect but still finding joy in the Lord.
I only jope my testimony will give others strength all praise goes to him who sits on the throne

Bless you Blain. My son feels the same way. Many have come to the Lord because of his testimony.

 

[Blain]

Bless you Blain. My son feels the same way. Many have come to the Lord because of his testimony.

Then may God use his testimony to even greater effect

 

[dlock68]

I havent made a testimony because ppl hardly even read testimonies let alone post in them but I figured I might as well.
I guess it begins when I was with my mom and dad, as a young kid as long as I could remember they were always abusive and starved me severely. I was always hungry and I was treated like a slave, I did all sorts of chores and for no reason at all they would hurt me. I had to clean the carpet with nothing but water and a tooth brush and they hit me a lot. I remember they would sit in a circle and I had to take my pants off and one by one they would stab my in the but with a sowing needle. there was one time they made me eat a cockroach another they made me eat my sisters poop another they made me drink my uncles throw up.

There was another time my mom cut my bottom with a knife and said the blood coming out was demons and scared me. my mom would sometimes make special pancakes for me, she would make pancakes crunch up lots of pills and say they were sprinkles and drench it in syrup. I knew I would black out if i ate it but i never get to eat good so I did it no problem.

Basically I had a terrible child hood, and I dont even remember the worst parts, when I was taken away at age eight apparently my parents spilled the beans of all they did and I was put in a foster home. my foster mom still wont tell me the parts I dont remember she said it was to gruesome and horrible for me to handle all i know is that they sexually abused me and lots of horrible things that my mind apparently cant remember because they starved me so bad and they drugged so much that I somehow had brain damage. at the age of eight I was the size of a four year old due to not being fed good so I had to eat a whole lot so my body could gradually catch up

I was put in a good foster home, the dad was a real jerk but i dont hold grudges. I had already forgiven my real parents I am not able to stay mad at someone trust me I have tried. I had 4 good years although I had medical issues they werent that bad but then I got cancer luekemia, its a deadly blood cancer. Cancer of course is no joy ride, you have to go through so much stuff like radiation and chemo therapy you get stuck with needles a whole lot and you get more medical issues from the radiation and it damages your body. I had it for four years but finally it was in remission meaning its basically asleep but can come back at any time. to this day I still suffer from the cancer and the damage it did to my body, I have many health issue I received another dose of brain damage and I now have diabetes. I even for some reason get this horrible pain in my nerves and bones.

People say I am brave and strong for fighting and beating cancer, but im not because I didnt do anything it was all because of the doctors help that I am even alive. there were a couple times i almost died and they saved me. all I did was put up with it.

I eventually graduated high school but because I cant drive due to the brain damage I cannot go to work as there is not a place to work in walking distance and plus I have trouble remembering simple things and following simple commands. So I live with my mom and in all likely hood will for the rest of my life because I have no way of earning money and cant live on my own. But anyways I was saved two years ago and it was the best decision I ever made, my family doesnt think I will ever amount to much or be anyone special but God says that I can and will

So horrible Blaine. Praise God for your foster Mom and you accepting Jesus' salvation through forgiveness of sins and will to learn & obey His Holy Word. Yours is far worse yet you're not alone. I was inappropriately touched as a preschooler by a man my Mom saw when my Dad left us for another woman (Dad eventually returned but was never faithful to my Mom). Mom never knew of my molestation, nor did I until God revealed this to me as I was sought His healing of seemingly self-destructive psychological & behavioral traumas. God revealed the root of my destructive relationship behaviors then healed me of all of that.

 

[Blain]

So horrible Blaine. Praise God for your foster Mom and you accepting Jesus' salvation through forgiveness of sins and will to learn & obey His Holy Word. Yours is far worse yet you're not alone. I was inappropriately touched as a preschooler by a man my Mom saw when my Dad left us for another woman (Dad eventually returned but was never faithful to my Mom). Mom never knew of my molestation, nor did I until God revealed this to me as I was sought His healing of seemingly self-destructive psychological & behavioral traumas. God revealed the root of my destructive relationship behaviors then healed me of all of that.

yes that stuff can be hidden deep in the back of your mind I didn't even recal mine until I got older then when my mind had stopped blocking the memory the destructive behavior began and I nearly killed myself my foster mom sadly didn't know how to handle it so I was on my own with all that. but praise God for his healing he has been such a comfort through it all.

to be honest the healing is not completely done but time and God heals all wounds

 

[homwardbound]

I love this quote from "God's not dead"
"God is good all the time, as good is God all the time"
Many times not seen until one, anyone decides to believe God over everything else
Then the new begins and we get to learn new and hoping we all start and continue to listen from within and see there work of God to work truth through us all.
Trust for the anointing, taking all to Father, PaPa, Daddy and know truth over errors, and remain content in that process
1 John 2:27 AKJV
But the anointing which ye have received of him abideth in you, and ye need not that any man teach you: but as the same anointing teacheth you of all things, and is truth, and is no lie, and even as it hath taught you, ye shall abide in him.

1 John 2:27 Living Bible
But you have received the Holy Spirit, and he lives within you, in your hearts, so that you don’t need anyone to teach you what is right. For he teaches you all things, and he is the Truth, and no liar; and so, just as he has said, youmust live in Christ, never to depart from him.


Yet hear all, just take all to Father in risen Son given you to hear truth over error in and through you without any flesh fighting back at anyone

"The Art of Fighting without Fighting" is that not what Son did for us going to that cross for us all willingly? to save us in his resurrected life, seeing the death first as reconciliation only.
And then as seen in Col 2, we, I at least, get, got to see he triumphed over everyone and everything as risen. They saw him as risen and that made an open spectacle of them, then killing him over wanting Job security, not to be fired ( you realize, no one was going. to the Pharisees then, they all wanted Jesus) worry got them to kill Son.

If you read or have read the man that got caught in his doing wrong to his master, in Luke, that person went to the heathen to gain friends to not be homeless, in case he got fired
That is what those religious leaders were worried over. And that happened in the risen Son to them, they were are defeated, de-toothed, declawed.
Now Evil has taken up the cross in religion only the death is what it preaches, saying you are dead because of sin you continue in, and get anyone and everyone caught up under Law and these continued in sin Romans 7 reveals this truth to me at least. These leaders will not go into the resurrection, will agree he is risen, but will not go into what the resurrection of Son does for us, freeing us from under Law to doing Law without taking any credit in doing it, giving Father and Son as (Won) One all the credit. These False leaders Will keep the hammer of the Law going to get you guilty and get many in pride and take control over people they can get under them following them, as they preach the truth of the Law, yet do not do the truth of the risen Son in freedom given from Father, They seek people and make them twice the Sons of Hell as themselves are we listening, have we seen this too? Seeing this, only our Daddy can reveal this being the Holy Spirit of truth for each to see this each personally, between Farther, Son and them
The Church is a building it is not the people the Ecclesia, the Called out people by God to tell the truth of this love given us to stand in, even if it is not going well for now.
Content in all things as Paul saw that and was content in everything no matter if it were good or bad happening to him in the present moment. The Jail help saw this and came to belief, seeing Paul not complain as flesh does that.

Paul born new by God did not complain, saw contentment in all things and his letters pass that onto us all to believe see and be new in God's love and mercy for them too, thank you