Hi it's nice to write it...I had a trial in my life with intrusive thoughts about the Holy Spirit . I made a few mistakes during the test... for which I may never be saved...I am writing this message to people who are curious and also have this kind of intrusive thoughts..
... Application
I've learned that I can't save myself. My efforts, my deeds, my rosary won't save me. Only God's grace can save us. I should always pretend to God; he's not a nasty old man . When you are afraid of the unforgivable sin, do not watch a million movies about the unforgivable sin, do not look for intrusive thoughts and do not get worked up that you have to have 100% control over them.This will only make things worse, seek help if you have OCD, and pray constantly that you will pass this test. Don't focus on your thoughts, but on Christ... I know it's difficult, but that's where I made a mistake... I want to tell you, above all, with love, not to rely on yourself, for only Christ is the gate. I don't know if I can be saved yet, but I hope you won't make the same mistake..when you have obsessive thoughts, trust God and go before you look for him, and everything will be okay(
... Application
I've learned that I can't save myself. My efforts, my deeds, my rosary won't save me. Only God's grace can save us. I should always pretend to God; he's not a nasty old man . When you are afraid of the unforgivable sin, do not watch a million movies about the unforgivable sin, do not look for intrusive thoughts and do not get worked up that you have to have 100% control over them.This will only make things worse, seek help if you have OCD, and pray constantly that you will pass this test. Don't focus on your thoughts, but on Christ... I know it's difficult, but that's where I made a mistake... I want to tell you, above all, with love, not to rely on yourself, for only Christ is the gate. I don't know if I can be saved yet, but I hope you won't make the same mistake..when you have obsessive thoughts, trust God and go before you look for him, and everything will be okay(