Rage and Anger.

[Jacobfaith]

I'm tired of being ignored, I'm tired of being treated with contempt, I'm tired of people failing me, I'm tired of living in country where it seems it was designed against me.

Why am I nice to people? Isn't it useless?
They never stick around, they never listen and it seems they don't remember me.
Does nobody learn? Does nobody seek understanding?

Why be gentle with anyone anymore?
Why hide what I think? Why hold back my words and my thoughts?

I am given expectations without being told, and when I ask, I'm told to find another.
What is this?

Deep within me is an intense and fiery rage, a great anger towards all of humanity.
I agreed with God that he was sorry he made Human Race.

Why be friendly with humanity when it is being treacherous with me?

 

[2ndTimeIsTheCharm]

That's why I stick close to God. He's the only one that has been perfectly good to me.

 

[Lanolin]

Because of Jesus

It's not easy being Christian, but that's why Jesus came. To love and forgive, not to hate and avenge.

We all need His Grace. We are mere humans.

When you are weary, let go and let God. Jesus will take those burdens and let you rest.
While we all have crosses to bear, He will help us through them.

Not sure what the rage and anger is about, but it could be you are working in retail or customer service and this goes with the territory.... it's enough to drive anyone mad...

I mean I don't know, but in the Bible even King David had fits of temper in his psalms where he just wanted God to kill everyone. No more Mr Nice Guy.
But yea if you want to spend your life in jail/exile for murder or crimes against humanity, then go right on ahead.

 

[Lynx]

I'm tired of being ignored, I'm tired of being treated with contempt, I'm tired of people failing me, I'm tired of living in country where it seems it was designed against me.

Why am I nice to people? Isn't it useless?
They never stick around, they never listen and it seems they don't remember me.
Does nobody learn? Does nobody seek understanding?

Why be gentle with anyone anymore?
Why hide what I think? Why hold back my words and my thoughts?

I am given expectations without being told, and when I ask, I'm told to find another.
What is this?

Deep within me is an intense and fiery rage, a great anger towards all of humanity.
I agreed with God that he was sorry he made Human Race.

Why be friendly with humanity when it is being treacherous with me?

"I just can't see how the light side can be stronger than the dark side."

"I never said it was stronger. Only better."

I have a finite amount of time on this earth, and a choice of what to do with it. I can build up or tear down.

If others tear down I can choose to try to keep building and argue with them or build something else somewhere else.

But either way I will lose it all when I die. So anything I build for me will only be for my enjoyment for a while, not forever.

This takes a lot of anger out of the equation, because I cannot lose anything that I would not lose eventually anyway. There is nothing anybody can do to hurt me permanently because nothing they can touch is permanent.

 

[Lynx]

I'm tired of being ignored, I'm tired of being treated with contempt, I'm tired of people failing me, I'm tired of living in country where it seems it was designed against me.

Why am I nice to people? Isn't it useless?
They never stick around, they never listen and it seems they don't remember me.
Does nobody learn? Does nobody seek understanding?

Why be gentle with anyone anymore?
Why hide what I think? Why hold back my words and my thoughts?

I am given expectations without being told, and when I ask, I'm told to find another.
What is this?

Deep within me is an intense and fiery rage, a great anger towards all of humanity.
I agreed with God that he was sorry he made Human Race.

Why be friendly with humanity when it is being treacherous with me?

For the record this is something I think almost everybody feels at some point. How different people deal with it determines a very large part of what kind of people they become.

 

[Ceph]

I'm tired of being ignored, I'm tired of being treated with contempt, I'm tired of people failing me, I'm tired of living in country where it seems it was designed against me.

Why am I nice to people? Isn't it useless?
They never stick around, they never listen and it seems they don't remember me.
Does nobody learn? Does nobody seek understanding?

Why be gentle with anyone anymore?
Why hide what I think? Why hold back my words and my thoughts?

I am given expectations without being told, and when I ask, I'm told to find another.
What is this?

Deep within me is an intense and fiery rage, a great anger towards all of humanity.
I agreed with God that he was sorry he made Human Race.

Why be friendly with humanity when it is being treacherous with me?

There's no need to drag the Name of God through the mud.

Be nice to people even until the bitter end, and they will know how you felt, and see your love with their own eyes.

 

[seoulsearch]

I'm tired of being ignored, I'm tired of being treated with contempt, I'm tired of people failing me, I'm tired of living in country where it seems it was designed against me.

Why am I nice to people? Isn't it useless?
They never stick around, they never listen and it seems they don't remember me.
Does nobody learn? Does nobody seek understanding?

Why be gentle with anyone anymore?
Why hide what I think? Why hold back my words and my thoughts?

I am given expectations without being told, and when I ask, I'm told to find another.
What is this?

Deep within me is an intense and fiery rage, a great anger towards all of humanity.
I agreed with God that he was sorry he made Human Race.

Why be friendly with humanity when it is being treacherous with me?

I'm truly sorry you are going through this.

If it's any consolation, I was mad at the world for many, many years.

I would wake up and be angry at God that I was still awake. I hated everything around me and I hated the mask I had to put on every day to hide it even more.

All I can say is, God changed me, little by little, day by day, year after year.

I know it sucks to feel like we're going to have to endure a whole lifetime when everything seems to be going against us. I still feel that way at times.

But (and some would say unfortunately,) we don't get to choose how long we'll be on this earth, and the problem with hate and anger is that it will make things many times worse. Not only does it eat away at our health, it destroys any chances we might have to form relationships or positive things, and can also land us in much worse situations (like prison.)

I was in a ministry writing to prison inmates, where one of them told me if I didn't let go of the hate in my heart, I was only half a step away from where he was, sitting in a cell and locked away from the world. He knew that hate and anger was exactly what got him to where he was. Even if we don't wind up in prison literally, hate and anger traps us there spiritually and emotionally.

This definitely made me think -- and kept me going back to God.

I wish I had something more useful to say.

I just wrote this to tell you that you're definitely not alone in how you feel, and I'll be praying for you.

 

[OMC]

I'm tired of being ignored, I'm tired of being treated with contempt, I'm tired of people failing me, I'm tired of living in country where it seems it was designed against me.

Why am I nice to people? Isn't it useless?
They never stick around, they never listen and it seems they don't remember me.
Does nobody learn? Does nobody seek understanding?

Why be gentle with anyone anymore?
Why hide what I think? Why hold back my words and my thoughts?

I am given expectations without being told, and when I ask, I'm told to find another.
What is this?

Deep within me is an intense and fiery rage, a great anger towards all of humanity.
I agreed with God that he was sorry he made Human Race.

Why be friendly with humanity when it is being treacherous with me?

I am probably the most hated on this app but I still show respect and kindness. Yes I feel the anger and the hurt but I count all that as victory for Christ. It will only get worse. Be strong to the end my friend.

 

[Lanolin]

I am probably the most hated on this app but I still show respect and kindness. Yes I feel the anger and the hurt but I count all that as victory for Christ. It will only get worse. Be strong to the end my friend.

Wot?
I don't hate you.

How can you be the most hated? I thought I was the most hated!

 

[Churchgoer]

I am probably the most hated on this app but I still show respect and kindness. Yes I feel the anger and the hurt but I count all that as victory for Christ. It will only get worse. Be strong to the end my friend.

Brother it takes time to warm up. Now you are in the friendly list.
"Hate" is just like less, think about love Jesus, hate the family. Just little love less comparing to Jesus.

 

[Lanolin]

I have found out there's such a thing as 'rage rooms' where you can go and smash stuff to let all your anger out.

I don't do that but I found 'rage' music helps me. Top Volume Alanis Morrisette lol. Zombie is also a good one. Cranberries.

 

[Churchgoer]

This morning a car cut me very close and almost hit me. I was sooooo mad talking about rage....

 

[Lanolin]

Haven't you always wanted to smash a computer? Or tv..? Or maybe a bunch of plates.


Or bottles

 

[Lanolin]

Who here remembers this guy from The Simpsons and the episode where the family take to each other with foam baseball bats?

 

[ScooterJackson]

I'm tired of people failing me

That ship sailed long ago, so trust in the Lord not in people

 

[Lynx]

I have found out there's such a thing as 'rage rooms' where you can go and smash stuff to let all your anger out.

I don't do that but I found 'rage' music helps me. Top Volume Alanis Morrisette lol. Zombie is also a good one. Cranberries.

I wonder what the upkeep is on one of those things... Do they get smashable stuff at auctions and thrift stores? Or do they get it wholesale, in bulk?

 

[Lanolin]

I wonder what the upkeep is on one of those things... Do they get smashable stuff at auctions and thrift stores? Or do they get it wholesale, in bulk?

I think it's all just donations or maybe stuff from the tip.

 

[Lanolin]

Rage Out Smash Room - Auckland's New Rage Room Experience

Rage Out Smash Room was born for real release – to let you smash, destroy, and vent your frustrations. We're Auckland's go to smash room.

rageout.co.nz

Scroll down and you see they have a free electronics drop-off

 

[ScooterJackson]

I wonder what the upkeep is on one of those things... Do they get smashable stuff at auctions and thrift stores? Or do they get it wholesale, in bulk?

They could just use stuff made out of balsa wood like they use in the movies that breaks easily and is cheap

 

[Lanolin]

Huh looks like they even have a car you can smash up.