So what kind of indoctrination did this independent bible college provide to you?
Reformed theology indoctrination?
Did they teach you that Augustin, Calvin, and Luther were "great men of God"?
We studied to some extent Augustine and Calvin.
For one class a pastor taught Calvinism as if he were a Calvinist to test the ability to analyze and reason of the students.
Some gobbled it up.
Others saw problems with it.
I took note of the type that gobbled it up and the kind of believer for other side.
The ones who rejected it made note of God's love and wanting all to be made able to decide for themselves.
Our fallen nature resides in the flesh.
The Flesh is the king on its throne of our depravity.
For I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my flesh.
For I have the desire to do what is right, but I cannot carry it out. Romans 7:18.
Our soul is not our flesh.
Before we were saved?
Our soul was a slave to the ways of our flesh.
God saves our souls.
Not our bodies.
That is why it says we have been crucified with Christ. (Galatians 2:20)
We will get an entirely new glorious body when resurrected. (1 Corinthians 15:51–52)
Without grace no one could believe.
God's grace must silence the effects of our flesh so that each soul can decide about God.
Decide just like the angels did when they chose between the Lord and Satan.
We are made able to decide by grace.
By God's power of grace.
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”
Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may
rest on me." 2 Corinthians 12:9
That is why we must be saved by grace. God's power for enabling us to free up our soul to make its choice.