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Petrified is the word. The idea is that we either fight or flee. I do neither. I freeze. This is how I feel now. I just received two obscene phone calls that were explicitly sexual in nature. Y'all can probably fill on the blanks as to what being done and said on the other side of those calls. He told me to open my door and that he was watching me. I called my neighbor immediately and then my brother-in-law (another neighbor) a few minutes later. He threw his
shoes on and ran down the street in both directions but saw
no one. I talked to my pastor who told me to call the police. They didn't answer at first, but when they did they wouldn't report. They just documented.
I live alone and the only blocked number I know is my dad. He disowned me in the beginning of the year when I confronted him with sexual abuse which he began when I was an infant. It sounded like him.
I'm also separated from my husband and have been for 6 mos. He was just released from a mental hospital after a 5 month stay. He hates me with a passion. Now, he's not a pervert; but of all the people in this world he would know exactly how to scare me.
I'm safe, but I dont feel it. My good friends are downstairs. My in-laws are a door away. Two of three pastors know already and one lives only a few miles away.
But I feel like I've been slimed. It's like getting sneezed on. Creepier is the fact that it could very well be my dad. Or it could be my husband who knows where I live and has access to keys because his sister is the apartment manager. Or it could be a stranger... All I know is I'm scared. I feel like I'm being watched and I feel degraded.
shoes on and ran down the street in both directions but saw
no one. I talked to my pastor who told me to call the police. They didn't answer at first, but when they did they wouldn't report. They just documented.
I live alone and the only blocked number I know is my dad. He disowned me in the beginning of the year when I confronted him with sexual abuse which he began when I was an infant. It sounded like him.
I'm also separated from my husband and have been for 6 mos. He was just released from a mental hospital after a 5 month stay. He hates me with a passion. Now, he's not a pervert; but of all the people in this world he would know exactly how to scare me.
I'm safe, but I dont feel it. My good friends are downstairs. My in-laws are a door away. Two of three pastors know already and one lives only a few miles away.
But I feel like I've been slimed. It's like getting sneezed on. Creepier is the fact that it could very well be my dad. Or it could be my husband who knows where I live and has access to keys because his sister is the apartment manager. Or it could be a stranger... All I know is I'm scared. I feel like I'm being watched and I feel degraded.