I hate to say it, but maybe what I said wasn't so harsh. Of course, I shouldn't have assumed anything... I don't recant my apology, though; porn sucks. 'Nuff said.
Me being a guy (I know all guys don't struggle with this, but it's common), I have looked at porn in the past. I hate saying it, and I hate that I did it. But it's there. Am I over it? I'd say yes. It wasn't easy, though, and it's a bugger. Temptation still comes, however, but not as much as it did when I did the deed.
I said what I did because to me it seemed as if you wanted God to just make this all go away. Now, I can understand if you'd want that to happen... If you're really in that much pain, I'm sorry, bro...
But there is truth in the statement, "God helps those who helps themselves."
1st Corinthians 10:13
13 There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God
is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear
it.
Maybe that way of escape is just pressing the button to turn of the monitor. Helping yourself in that situation may be just reaching out with your thumb to press the button. Maybe that way of escape is getting rid of the media all together. Helping yourself in that situation may be tossing the media box in the trash. I'm not suggesting you do that, although, if you think it'll help, I'd encourage you to. I'm just trying to paint two extremes for you.
Don't give up! This fight isn't impossible to win! You've already got the Victor of the war inside of you! And with the Victor comes victory