Lol, the spam which follows me is amazing!
To everyone trying to protect lil_Christian, cutos!
To lil_Christian herself, you make your own decisions, but at least
try to make good ones.
Now, I would mutli-quote, but I figured I'll just type more.
To the gentleman who said practice, well bro...that goes against what I believe in the way you should treat people, the level of modesty I hold, and the sanctity I believe to be a part of each different type of relationship. Now, that said, as far as I've been told, I'm not a bad kisser at all. I wasn't making reference to how I should kiss, only what one should feel; why or why not; and possible consequences or failures therein.
Now, to the gentleman who referred to kissing as 'God-approved' or not, I believe within my own relationship with God, life, and others, that kissing is by no means taboo (at least for me) within a relationship. Actually, due to the fact that I don't get a 'whole lot' from it, it's really an act of love toward my partner rather than something personally gratifying.
Now, to them again and everyone else, you're awesome, and thank you for posting!
*sigh* Though I don't entirely feel like I've gotten anywhere with this, the advise to not put too much weight into it is new and semi-refreshing. I just find that in this, and other things, I tend to differ from most.
There are things which hold high meaning for me (based off what they are implicitly saying, meaning, ext), and others which I get nothing out of. I've always heard that 'she wasn't the 'right' one' or 'you didn't 'really' like her' ...but I think most people who say this don't realize how crushing it can be.
There are many different personality types, and mine (from what I understand) feels things on a much deeper level than the other types. I truly liked, love, and cared for every person who I've been blessed to be in a relationship with. In fact, perhaps that is a large contributing factor to the sadness beneath the surface of my life, and part of my hesitation and occasional inability to sleep at night.
Anyway, this isn't the poor-your-heart-out thread, so I"ll leave these droplets without opening the faucet to a trickle. Again, thank you all! I look forward to reading your and others further responses.