Paul said this about preaching Jesus.... Some indeed preach Christ even of envy and strife; and some also of good will: Php 1:16 The one preach Christ of contention, not sincerely, supposing to add affliction to my bonds: Php 1:17 But the other of love, knowing that I am set for the defence of the gospel. Php 1:18 What then? notwithstanding, every way, whether in pretence, or in truth, Christ is preached; and I therein do rejoice, yea, and will rejoice.
I read my Bible, and God LOVES it when we come to Him as individuals to be TAUGHT by His Spirit. God is the ONLY one that can REVEAL His Word unto individuals. And He does so to whom HE wants. I found it is the ones that WANTS to know God.
It is amazing that Jesus said everlasting life is.... to know God and the One He sent! How would I get to know God if HE is unavailable? Or in hiding. Nope when the vail was torn, the WAY was opened.... My advice... Spend as much time with God in the Bible as you possibly can, that will REALLY open up God to you!
God said in 1 John 3 that the sinners NEVER knew Him, neither SEEN HIM.... Can we see God, while we are here on earth? YES WE CAN! The prophet said.... Your teachers will not be hidden in a corner ANY MORE, but thine EYES SHALL SEE THEM, and thou ears shall hear the voice...
Isa_30:20 And though the Lord give you the bread of adversity, and the water of affliction, yet shall not thy teachers be removed into a corner any more, but thine eyes shall see thy teachers: