I have always been wary of tongues. I was raised in a very legalistic church that really feared most expressions of the Holy Spirit. I was not a Christian when I first attended this church and Satan blocked me from hearing any truth there. Not everything they said was bad, but it was very legalistic.
1 Corinthians 2:[SUP]
9 [/SUP]But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him. [SUP]
10 [/SUP]But God hath revealed them unto us by his Spirit: for the Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things of God. [SUP]
11 [/SUP]For what man knoweth the things of a man, save the spirit of man which is in him? even so the things of God knoweth no man, but the Spirit of God. [SUP]
12 [/SUP]Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God. [SUP]
13 [/SUP]Which things also we speak, not in the words which man's wisdom teacheth, but which the Holy Ghost teacheth; comparing spiritual things with spiritual. [SUP]
14 [/SUP]But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned. [SUP]
15 [/SUP]But he that is spiritual judgeth all things, yet he himself is judged of no man. [SUP]
16 [/SUP]For who hath known the mind of the Lord, that he may instruct him? but we have the mind of Christ.
When I was 13 I went on a youth trip with an AofG church. I had no idea what they believed and in fact I'd never even hear tongues mentioned anywhere. At the retreat like good Pentecostals they "demanded" we " receive" the gift of tongues and I was terrified. I had no clue what was happening. I felt like the girl behind me was manifesting demons and I was terrified. I wanted nothing to do with it, but they were convinced I just wast trying hard enough. It was truly a devastating experience. It made me feel less than.
I can understand why that would frighten you, but I have to ask. Were you a believer in Jesus Christ before you went on that trip?
About two years later I finally got my mom to attend church with me... A different one. And she was very upset that someone had prayed in tongues with her. Then I got her talking to as she told me how horrible my church was. Mind you, this was a very middle of the road church regarding the gifts of the HS. They were not fanatic in the least.
Okay. Sounds like you were a believer in Jesus Christ at that time for claiming as belonging to a church or am I assuming?
From that point on I always struggled with when tongues were appropriate. I learned about them over the years and slowly developed my theology about them, but the fear remained. Within the last year tongues have become an increasingly more integral part of my faith.
How so? You are all children of God by faith in Jesus Christ. Tongues does not need to be an integral part of that faith for all believers to have that faith.
I realized at one point that there are many times when I just don't know what to pray, but the Spirit always knows what I need. Thus, I just started praying in tongues on my own.
Why would the Spirit need to say anything if God the Father knows before we ask anything in prayer?
Matthew 6:[SUP]
7 [/SUP]But when ye pray, use not vain repetitions, as the heathen do: for they think that they shall be heard for their much speaking. [SUP]
8 [/SUP]Be not ye therefore like unto them: for
your Father knoweth what things ye have need of, before ye ask him.
Let's look at how the Spirit really make these intercessions in the King James Bible to further your study.
Romans 8:[SUP]
26 [/SUP]Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered. [SUP]
27 [/SUP]And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God.
May Jesus help you to see that verse 27 is the point of verse 26. The Son, Jesus Christ, is the only Mediator between God & man signified as the man Christ Jesus in 1 Timothy 2:5. Verse 27 is testifying of the Son as searching our hearts as Hebrews 4:12-16 says also... and knows the mind of the Spirit because he makes intercessions in according to the will of God of being the only mediator between God and man.
The Son knowing the mind of the Spirit is the point of verse 27 in explaining verse 26 on why "itself" was used because elsewhere in the book of Romans, "he" & "him" has been used in reference to the Holy Spirit so why now with "itself"? It is because the Holy Spirit is not actually making these intercessions directly Himself for which "itself" is being used because verse 27 is teatifying that the Son knows the mind of the Spirit.
And because the Son knows the mind of the Spirit, these intercessions are being made with groanings which cannot be uttered ... meaning no sound at all.
So ALL believers can take comfort in this knowledge of the truth because they do not need tongues as a prayer language for this type of intercessions to be made by the Holy Spirit because the Son of God searches our hearts and knows the mind of the Spirit as He is the actual One making these intercessions. That is keeping in line with the scripture of 1 Timothy 2:5 of the man Christ Jesus being the only Mediator beotween God & man as being at that throne of grace and why God the Father would know what things we have need of before we ask anything in prayer.
Modern Bibles have erred by switching out "itself" with "Himself" as if the Holy Spirit actually makes these intercessions Himself and some of those modern Bibles imply that sounds are being made in doing so. Then they commit a grammatical error by switching out the "he" in verse 27 with "the Spirit", thus glossing over the testimony of the "he" of the third person in searching our hearts & knowing the mind of the Spirit. How can the "he" be "the Spirit" in knowing the mind of the Spirit? So the grammatical error is given in some modern Bibles but all modern Bibles are in error for switching out "itself" with "Himself" in verse 26 because they are ignoring verse 27 as testifying of the Son.
So no need for tongues to be used as a prayer language.
I did it occasionally but I felt The Lords presence surround me as I did. The next step became praying in tongues in a more public setting. I lead worship so there are times when I pray in tongues during worship. I always step off the mike so as not to amplify it, but I really feel that this brings me closer to The Lord. But there is still that fear in me.
Last week I had an appt with my counselor who had us both pray in tongues. I just sat there at first, but she challenged me and I did pray in tongues knowing she would hear it. Eeek! But she said something that I never considered. Satan cannot understand our tongues.
Satan cannot do anything to undermine God at all. Satan can only do what God permits. So the idea of using tongues as a secret communique between God and the Spirit is null & void.
I work more in the prophetic, but I do believe that tongues is now a gift that The Lord has given me. I'm slowly squirming out of my shell, but I am glad for it.
Believers are warned not to believe every spirit but test them. When you developed the theology that tongues can be used as a prayer language and being around errant believers that do the same, you are bound to allow spirit of error to creep in.
John 14:13-14 states the purpose of Jesus answering prayers is for the Father to be glorified in the Son, and so I ask you, is it not a thief to cut inbetween you & Him of your prayer time in knowing what you had asked for so that when He answers your prayers, you will give Him thanks in Jesus' name? Doesn't not knowing what you had prayed for, steal all opportunities between you & Him of Him answering your prayers to receive your thanks? I would say yes, it does.
I ask you to take pause and go before that throne of grace for help, because He calls us to pray, not the Spirit to do it for us, because the risen Saviour really is the only Mediator between God and man to make these actual intercessions for us.