Lovesong Poetry

[Wolf]

I still love you, you know.
I just don't like being ignored.
I don't like when you hide from me.
When you just drop me when you
don't need me anymore...
and you wonder why I get so angry.

You think I'm worried about myself?
what I have given up should have
shown you something about how
much I loved you.

I don't know where this is going,
I know it can't go any farther than it is now..
the reason being you have no faith in me.
I can see why you feel that way.
I always try to understand you.

You know I would never throw you away
people who love each other don't do that.
It doesn't matter what you want to do.
There is no law against loving someone.

I still think you are something.
I just hope you know that I love you,
and I care about you.

Even if this is all I will ever get from you.
you still mean something to me.

Just wanted you to know that, that's all.

​

 

[Wolf]

This is where I stand, or...
try to..

My God will always be first before
everyone, he is the first

before me, my family, and my estranged bf.

God has been first before everyone,
that will never change.
He deserves all my love first and foremost.

That does not mean I will stop loving
the people I love...
God knows this, but it's good to make things clear.

These are how my priorities go.
its how its always been, how it will always be.

So I lay my life down to serve the Lord.

I'm a little scared to serve in ministry, but I know God, he cannot lie.
Everything will be okay, I just have to keep going.
I hope my God knows my heart too.
​

 

[Wolf]

I caught my mom's cold now I am siiiiiiiiiiick.... *rolls around coughing*

 

[Wolf]

I this song was running through my mind this morning.
God and his word is where I take my lesson on how to love,
I know the way I love isn't perfect,
but I try to follow by Jesus' example,
his love is never ending, his love is never failing.

The Lord is Good, and His Mercy endures Forever.

[video=youtube_share;3nUl0vcXrHw]http://youtu.be/3nUl0vcXrHw[/video]

One Thing Remains
Jesus Culture

Higher than the mountains that I face
Stronger than the power of the grave
Constant through the trial and the change
One thing remains
This
One thing remains

Your love never fails
it never gives up
it never runs out on me

On and one and on and on it goes
It overwhelms and satisfies my soul
And I never ever have to be afraid
One thing remains

In death and in life I'm confident and covered by the power of your great love
My debt is paid there's nothing that can separate my heart from your great love
​

 

[Wolf]

Denial
By: Lowanla (me)

When we want something so bad
we lie to ourselves so that it becomes our only truth.
I've done this, but all the wishing in the world
never changes a thing.

I knew it all along...

I know the truth, and fooled myself for love.
Yet Heaven held on faithful and true, never let me go.

time is running out, that is all
there is no future there
for the ones who refuse hope.

Is hell really worth the stubborn pride
Can we save ourselves before it is too late
when hope is screaming before our face.

Rescue me from this Hell Fate
O God
Take me from this place
far away
before it is too late
Never early never late,

Hurry Hurry,
Take me away on the white horse,
let me disappear in the midnight clear
to the sky way up high
before it is too late.​

 

[Wolf]

Now I really just want to go home... (not suicidal or anything) just can't wait till Jesus Christ comes to take
his children home to Heaven, to save me from myself and my actions *I know myself that's why...*
I don't know if I will be strong enough.. Right now I say I choose to die for Jesus Christ, if I had to choose.

[video=youtube_share;S5X0cWsC8rY]http://youtu.be/S5X0cWsC8rY[/video]

Cassie
Lyrics by: Flyleaf

The question asked in order
To save her life or take it
The answer no to avoid death
The answer yes would make it
Make it

Do you believe in God?
Written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God?
Written on the bullet
And Cassie pulled the trigger

All heads are bowed in silence
To remember her last sentence
She answered him knowing what would happen
Her last words still hanging in the air
In the air

Do you believe in God?
Written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God?
Written on the bullet
And Cassie/Rachel pulled the trigger

How many will die
I will die
I, I will say yes

Do you believe in God?
Written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God?
Written on the bullet
And Lowie pulled the trigger

(Do you believe)
Do you believe in God (Do you believe)
Do you believe in God (Do you believe)
Do you believe in God?

And I will pull the trigger
​

 

[Wolf]

[video=youtube_share;STiej_174vQ]http://youtu.be/STiej_174vQ[/video]

 

[Wolf]

Hmmm I like this video...I'm still coughing around and too tired to do anything else
but listen to my olden days music as a teen.. This song was running through my mind all day yesterday and today,
its true, we all want to be loved..


[video=youtube_share;tCqTcRDR9vQ]http://youtu.be/tCqTcRDR9vQ[/video]

Wanna Be Loved
Lyrics by: DC Talk

We all wanna be loved, yeah
We all want just a little respect
We all wanna be loved
Tell me what's wrong with that
Oh, somebody tell me

A rainy Monday afternoon
There's a funk over the city
Everybody's movin' to a different tune
Some are weak and some are strong
And some are sittin' pretty
And then there's others who are barely hanging on

It's no easy situation
People living in their separate worlds
But one thing we got in common is



(chorus)
We all wanna be loved
We all want just a little respect
We all wanna be loved
Tell me what's wrong with that

I've never heard a dying soul
Wish that he had taken
More time on his portfolio
I swear I've never heard a mama say
Should've never had that baby
As a doctor holds her newborn on display

It's the heavenly prescription
A little bit will go a long, long way
Just put yourself in their position, don't...


[Ahhh yeah, now this is what I call a party]
[Party people everywhere]
[Look to my left, there go my boys]
[Hold up fellows, hold up]
[Wait, hold up fellows]

Faith and hope are worth a mention
But love is holding it's position

(repeat chorus)

Love is a thing that we all crave
Let's get it straight​

 

[Wolf]

lol made me laugh...

 

[Wolf]

Yes ...I am talking to myself... X___________X

Do you ever have one of those sick days where you are tired but you can't sleep because you are coughing,
and when you try to sleep you end up choking on your coughs and wake yourself up, and you try to force yourself to sleep
just so you can get some good hours of sleep in for the next day. Yeh...being sick is no fun. Dreams are harassment enough..
I need all the energy I can get DX its not funny...

So I am up listening to music all night long... just instrumentals and classical Bach for some quiet peace. I <3 the cello.

 

[Wolf]

I don't know if I should laugh at this or what...but I'm laughing... LOL

 

[Wolf]

I don't know...I just can't sleep, so I thought I'd write this I don't know what I write nowadays...
..but I thought I'd humor you. *hugs* <3

Once Upon A Broken Castle
by: Lowanla (me)

*night*


breathe me into deep
rocking you to sleep
never closing your eyes
they become pools of tears
for yours and mine
the image never dies
in my arms at night
flashes, cold, merciless
he's bitter, like a sin who reminds
drinking the ocean sky


reverse switch

*day*


breathe you into me
rocking me to sleep
resting my eyes
sweet bliss of happiness
empathy connected mind
arms that wrap around
longing love drawn to me
I'm taken in warm return
he's love, like a sin who reminds
drinking the ocean sky​

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

Wow! This thread is still going strong! Keep it up, Lovesong!

 

[Wolf]

Wow! This thread is still going strong! Keep it up, Lovesong!

Of course I have much to say, otherwise I will burst into confetti, and where have you been? We've missed you and your porcupine tree songs.

 

[Wolf]

I woke up feeling a little better from my cold although my stomach is so sore from all that coughing, it was horrible. The cold is the worst...

Anyway, I haven't talked about anime's nor have I drawn anything...I just don't feel motivated yet.

Since I am an otaku anime fan, I was thinking about the FF7 Crisis Core fight scene.
Sephiroth vs Genesis vs Angeal

I call Dibbs on Sephiroth (I'm Sephiroth), both Siberian and Popclick can be the other ones. (yes the music plays for me as well when I get angry) j/k just feeling silly today...hehe. Plus I love the color silver, I've always thought it was awesome.

[video=youtube_share;N26t6cSRLsw]http://youtu.be/N26t6cSRLsw[/video]

 

[PopClick]

Yes ...I am talking to myself... X___________X

Do you ever have one of those sick days where you are tired but you can't sleep because you are coughing,
and when you try to sleep you end up choking on your coughs and wake yourself up, and you try to force yourself to sleep
just so you can get some good hours of sleep in for the next day. Yeh...being sick is no fun. Dreams are harassment enough..
I need all the energy I can get DX its not funny...

So I am up listening to music all night long... just instrumentals and classical Bach for some quiet peace. I <3 the cello.

I love the cello, too! Hope you're feeling better still. ♥

 

[Wolf]

You led me there to slowly die;
There I stood in the dead land,
so barren, cracked, and dry.

Placed my sword to my hand;
You fell upon your knees.
glimpsing up to the shadow,
that was almost covered by the sun;
The sun that shines brightly, and beats down
burning the mask off your face.

This is how you devised and schemed:

One swing that could end everything,
then you would be free.
Yet it would not change a thing;
You would still end up alone and lonely.
The truth about you is, that you don't want
to lose everything.
This is all you could think of, your only hope.

"No, I cannot do it. There
is always another way. This
is not the way."

My word is my sword, and it is powerful.
Even though you destroyed me;
I can't destroy you, I love you.

Even though the sun shines the truth upon you;
I could only say the opposite of my anger.

"If you never held me, if you never loved me
if you let me go right away.
Then I would have never believed you.

There is always a way to get through.
Even though the world, she is cruel.
You don't have to face her alone.

Falling to my knees arms around you.

"My tears begin to drown you,
I do! I do!
I have always, loved you.
I can't bring myself to hurt you.
I love you."

Written by - (Me) Lowanla

(can't think of a title either for it) DX​

 

[Wolf]

The old friend
by: lowanla (me)

looking a long way back to see her again
his hand upon his face
five finger tips hold back the rain
wiping tears that blur her away
are they really memories
Will it really make things better
or a plot more sinister?
not so sure.

 

[Wolf]

I love the cello, too! Hope you're feeling better still. ♥

I'm getting there Thankyou! *hugs* Talk about a Week Old cold it was horrible...

I'm gonna post some Bach

 

[Wolf]

*note* This little whatever this is...doesn't have anything to do with the video or its story, but I like the bach music and tragic story and ice dancing that goes with it. Its a nice touch. Just to humor you, I don't know.

Running off the cliff
by: Lowanla

Why would she do such a thing?
She had fallen for her own self.
She was selfish, childish, dependent.
She had to be taken care of, and safe.
She was not courageous only afraid.
Fear was her great enemy and vice.
If only she focused on the love she had,
It could have possibly overcome her fear.
but she was selfish, and her great fear won.

She didn't know how to love.
She didn't know how to live.
She didn't know how to look.
She didn't know how to appreciate.
the best thing she had in her life.
Love.

[video=youtube_share;0g-uf81SUko]http://youtu.be/0g-uf81SUko[/video]