homwardbound,
I'm trying to know God better. I miss my husband and my life is not turning out the way I want. It's hard for me to see evil people roaming the world without a care in the world, breathing, laughing and enjoying themselves and my wonderful husband is gone. He is with God but I want him with me.
It's so unfair and I don't think anyone has a good explanation. My faith has really been shaken but I'm still reading the bible and trying to accept it.....
I'm trying to know God better. I miss my husband and my life is not turning out the way I want. It's hard for me to see evil people roaming the world without a care in the world, breathing, laughing and enjoying themselves and my wonderful husband is gone. He is with God but I want him with me.
It's so unfair and I don't think anyone has a good explanation. My faith has really been shaken but I'm still reading the bible and trying to accept it.....
I heard a story line a year ago and it went like this
I had a business here to open so on the day of the grand opening I thought I would get there early and make sure everything was ready and in place. As I walked in and saw the flowers I saw a note with them, the note said "REST IN PEACE". I was appauled and called the florist stating what is this REST IN PEACE and the florist replied back yes the funeral parlor just called as well and asked what is this "WELCOME TO YOUR NEW LOCATION"
Transformer I feel what you are going through, and it will take time. it took me until last year that is when I welcomed them all to their new location
Another thing for any of us to accept is reality over wants. I know for I wanted my Sister to not be dead and was frustrated for a long time getting over it slowly but surely, knowing somehow this will workout for the good. I had to learn there is nothing I can do to change what has happened, it was the hardest thing to accept as a reality, but i did not want to accept it and this caused hardship on me. The thoughts just kept coming and I had to self-medicate for awhile being an alcoholic, until theday I said it I am an alcoholic because I have not been able to accept that she died today I accept it and will trust you Father to teach me putting my faith in you knowing you ngot her with you and will she her again
Transformer you are not alone in this mess here on earth and please tell Father how you feel and listen in your heart. Death is a reality, and prayiing for you tolearn to accept it as a reality and that it was your husbands time for some reason that God knowsand you are going to trust God in that
Homwardbound