Recent content by Aephus

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    Meltdown

    Hey everyone, Just requesting prayer, I'm having a little bit of a mental meltdown. I'm sure where I'm at is of my own doing. Thank you
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    Flood Question

    This isn’t really an important question, just something I was thinking about while reading through. ”And the waters prevailed so mightily on the earth that all the high mountains under the whole heaven were covered. The waters prevailed above the mountains, covering them fifteen cubits deep.“...
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    My Epic - Lower Still

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    A New Thread

    Hello new thread! Are you cotton? Polyester? Silk? :p:LOL:
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    Starting again

    Hey everyone 🙂 I’ve been going through a bit of a rough patch. It’s definitely my fault. I haven’t been prioritizing my relationship with God and just have been very ‘bleh’, even to the point where I have a hard time being around my church family. I have a hard time connecting due to this, and...
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    Wisdom & Strength & Courage

    Hey everyone I could really use some prayer for wisdom, strength and courage. I’ve been placed in positions of leadership in my life many times and often feel disqualified because of a lack in these three areas. The big one is courage. I recognize these qualities are essential as a man, I just...
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    Losing grip

    I’m not certain how I got here, but I feel that I’m losing it. I have difficulty connecting with God right now and overall feel a general apathy toward spiritual things. I’ve been working on getting back in the habit of being in the Bible and praying in hopes that will help. I’ve been very...
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    Confessing Sin

    Confessing my trespasses One thing that is really on my mind and heart is my current living situation. We’re in violation of our lease. We opened our home to someone about 6 months ago and we’re not supposed to have anyone stay longer than a week without approval. We never sent in for approval...
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    What are you listening to?

    The Burial - Lights and Perfections :D
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    Who am I?

    Short version: I don’t see evidence of me bearing fruit of the Spirit. I am irritable and selfish most days. I need prayer & help getting back on track. Long version: Back in December of 2021, I was diagnosed with MS. During the whole hospital stay, the diagnosis, and even after, God really...
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    Crush gaaaame

    Relationships are tricky for me in general 😬
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    Crush gaaaame

    I remember it happened one night when driving home. I was thinking about a few things, and I remember a distinct knowing that she was a no. I wasn’t too accepting of it at first and was praying about it a lot. But I knew deep down that it was a no from God. I explored it a bit more, and even...
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    Crush gaaaame

    I had one recently, but God told me no. It was hard for me to accept at first, but I’m pretty much over it now. There are a few things that stood out to me about her; 1) she is passionate about Jesus 2) she is outgoing and comfortable about who she is 3) she loves children 4) she is beautiful...
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    I have a soft spot in my heart for:_________ (fill in the blank)

    Kids. Gosh, they have my heart <3 Super Nintendo. :giggle:
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    Heart Revealed

    Hey everyone, If too long to read, I am requesting prayer as recently God has shown me some dark things that are in me that I don't like, one major thing being that I can get very judgmental and closed off/hold things against people rather than walking in love. :( I was recently diagnosed with...