*shrug* I think its hard to like me because I talk to make you happy & its like lying because its not me being me its me trying to make you comfortable. Even if you're a stranger. Finally when I'm me you react: "Wait a minute, you're a fake." .... Again this is me thinking aloud.
(more random nonsense) Wait, a guy mentioned last night that nonsense can't be truly random. Perhaps he's right. What do you think, Randy? Oh, wait, was that the way he phrased it? Oh, dear, I need to stop staying up too late at night....
I say a lot of things to entertain myself & you but I always want to let you know that I'm being a goof half all the time. You'll know when I'm serious, & if you don't hopefully you believe I'm being honest.
I was thinking about how in the Old Testament that if a slaved man after serving his time does not wan to leave what sort of a man is that? To live in a shadow even deny your liberty? God doesn't want us to be slaves. So if the slave is ignorant maybe punishment at the threshold will make him see/hear. I'm just reading the Bible for the 1st time & wanted to share my thoughts I think.